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Friday, May 22, 2009
FRANKLY SPEAKING , 7:39 PM
WOrking Life...........
working life have beenn...okie ba.. i presume... today is.....to me la..quite a free-busy day...everything was going on well u see... at least joanne is not fedup with me... at least i'm getting things done.. I love it today... but still...i told Khad..there's not a lot of ppl i can work with ba...really...
i feel that i'm like a maid totally... i'm not working as a junior u noe??!!!i'm an in-charge leh!!!just because i'm in-charged os 2nd half but that doesn't mean that i should do everything by my own u noe???!! i really don't understand this ward anymore...
I REALLY DON'T MIND HEALPING OUT OKIE?? IT'S JUST THAT PLEASE STOP TREATING ME LIKE A MAID AND I'VE TO BE DOING EVERYTHING ALL BY MY OWN..JUST BECAUSE I'M THE IN-CHARGED OF THE ROOM!!!!!1
I'M REALLY SUPER FED-UP WITH WORK ALREADY...
FRANKLY SPEAKING.....
there's not one day where i'm not worried about my own work... worried biut how other people look at me... how they don't even bothere to trust me or give me a chance!!!!
like what one of the future APn says...
"people here are very selfish...they dont' bother to help..it's good that u forget easily..at least u won;t be bothered with all this selfishness"
what happen to " helping others is helping your ownself"? i really don't remember what it means....
but friends who noe what i'm refering to is that " it's better to do things by yourself, than begging others for help"...........................
unhappy things always happen ... nowadays really can't sit still in front of the computer.... cause i'm breakout in cold sweat and my eyes will be super tired and exhausted...
i really need slp lately!!!have been working morning shift for many days.... 8 days straight of work nono-stop
finally 4 days of off and rest days...n tthen work like crazy for few days straight......................
i'm signing off...not going to blog for some days...looking forward to graduation day....
Sunday, May 10, 2009
, 6:09 PM
after days of working.....i can say that everything seems to be smooth...
today is a good day o shld say....i didi my best to finish my changes by 11am..and i'm proud to say that i've things have been good!!!at least i'd completed my venepuncture...2 more tryout for my cannulation...
but i've still to do my iv meds...so...
at least for now is to enjoys my 3 days of off days and at the mean time to study me iv test again!!!
All the best to me!!!!
ciao
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
, 8:39 PM
FINALLY ................
after so long i'm actually blogging...
haven't really had the mood to blog lately...
well....
feeling rather stress at work...i really don't know why.. it seems a bit..xxxxxx...just duno how i shld express that kind of feeling...well..it's not that i duno the ward well or what ..i think it's the person-wise that whether i click with them and share the same thought with them...
i mean...weren't they once a student before??or did they forget all bout it... anyway...i dont' think it matters at all...what matters to me is that...no one bother to sit down adn talk bout it...being hostile when trying to help out...i mean..WTH la!!!?? i mean they're find and kind people to work with..but..personality- clash is one of the think.. working with TS is really very good experience..cause she actually jokes and also be serious with u...but JR seems a bit...i mean she's nice la..but somehow it's the "click" thing that matters...i really hope we can sit down and talk bout it..cost bottling up the feeling s inside is not a good thing....it's only just like...1 month ??and i'm really regretting and fed-up with the life that i'm leading...off days and pay days are fine with me.................asshole pts and stupid changes are killing me..things are never completed in time cos the pt's prob... felt super busy sometimes..but frankly, i dont' even remember what i did at all when i'm asked.. wanted to ask for help with stuffs...but the thing is that,they either don't bother much bout u or they'll just be missing...not that i didn't ask for help...they just ignore my presence!!!What more can i do?? they'll just say that "yr pt wants this, your patient wants that...." but the thing is that i'm still attending to another pt!!!! so i really don't bother much to ask them for help!!!rather do things by myself.......like G say...'if u'r bz with other things, then ask someone to help u...just ask...' like i say in front..i really don't bother much...me and lex are really very super fed-up with it... told him angrily that "i'm going to quit this job immediately!!!" but still i'm in this line...frankly, i'm really wonder y i choose this job..and how did i survive this 3 years??and what 's more is those 3mths of prcp???!!! that makes me choose this place as 1st choice??!!! really asshole...
Well, Lex told me today tt he nearly breakdown yesterday...well, what i can say is that i'd this feeling evertime...and the worst will be when there's a lot of work loads...this place that we're working in is really very chaotic and hectic... .
i really feel like an outcast..if not , then a black sheep...haiz...really feeling very useless now...i don't even noe why they pass me???....
super depressed now...no mood already..end for now ba.............nose super blocked already...
"Am i fine?"...." No!!i don't feel fine at all!!!!"
ciao~
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