littlevampire's indulgence

FRANKLY SPEAKING

2009-05-22T19:39:00.004+08:00

WOrking Life...........

working life have beenn...okie ba..
i presume...
today is.....to me la..quite a free-busy day...everything was going on well u see...
at least joanne is not fedup with me...
at least i'm getting things done..
I love it today...
but still...i told Khad..there's not a lot of ppl i can work with ba...really...

i feel that i'm like a maid totally...
i'm not working as a junior u noe??!!!i'm an in-charge leh!!!just because i'm in-charged os 2nd half but that doesn't mean that i should do everything by my own u noe???!!
i really don't understand this ward anymore...

I REALLY DON'T MIND HEALPING OUT OKIE?? IT'S JUST THAT PLEASE STOP TREATING ME LIKE A MAID AND I'VE TO BE DOING EVERYTHING ALL BY MY OWN..JUST BECAUSE I'M THE IN-CHARGED OF THE ROOM!!!!!1

I'M REALLY SUPER FED-UP WITH WORK ALREADY...

FRANKLY SPEAKING.....

there's not one day where i'm not worried about my own work...
worried biut how other people look at me...
how they don't even bothere to trust me or give me a chance!!!!

like what one of the future APn says...

"people here are very selfish...they dont' bother to help..it's good that u forget easily..at least u won;t be bothered with all this selfishness"

what happen to " helping others is helping your ownself"?
i really don't remember what it means....

but friends who noe what i'm refering to is that " it's better to do things by yourself, than begging others for help"...........................

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unhappy things always happen ...
nowadays really can't sit still in front of the computer.... cause i'm breakout in cold sweat and my eyes will be super tired and exhausted...

i really need slp lately!!!have been working morning shift for many days....
8 days straight of work nono-stop

finally 4 days of off and rest days...n tthen work like crazy for few days straight......................

i'm signing off...not going to blog for some days...looking forward to graduation day....

2009-05-10T18:09:00.002+08:00

after days of working.....i can say that everything seems to be smooth...

today is a good day o shld say....i didi my best to finish my changes by 11am..and i'm proud to say that i've things have been good!!!at least i'd completed my venepuncture...2 more tryout for my cannulation...

but i've still to do my iv meds...so...

at least for now is to enjoys my 3 days of off days and at the mean time to study me iv test again!!!

All the best to me!!!!

ciao

2009-05-06T20:39:00.002+08:00

FINALLY ................

after
so
long
i'm
actually blogging...

haven't really had the mood to blog lately...

well....

feeling rather stress at work...i really don't know why..
it seems a bit..xxxxxx...just duno how i shld express that kind of feeling...well..it's not that i duno the ward well or what ..i think it's the person-wise that whether i click with them and share the same thought with them...

i mean...weren't they once a student before??or did they forget all bout it...
anyway...i dont' think it matters at all...what matters to me is that...no one bother to sit down adn talk bout it...being hostile when trying to help out...i mean..WTH la!!!??
i mean they're find and kind people to work with..but..personality- clash is one of the think..
working with TS is really very good experience..cause she actually jokes and also be serious with u...but JR seems a bit...i mean she's nice la..but somehow it's the "click" thing that matters...i really hope we can sit down and talk bout it..cost bottling up the feeling s inside is not a good thing....it's only just like...1 month ??and i'm really regretting and fed-up with the life that i'm leading...off days and pay days are fine with me.................asshole pts and stupid changes are killing me..things are never completed in time cos the pt's prob...
felt super busy sometimes..but frankly, i dont' even remember what i did at all when i'm asked..
wanted to ask for help with stuffs...but the thing is that,they either don't bother much bout u or they'll just be missing...not that i didn't ask for help...they just ignore my presence!!!What more can i do??
they'll just say that "yr pt wants this, your patient wants that...." but the thing is that i'm still attending to another pt!!!! so i really don't bother much to ask them for help!!!rather do things by myself.......like G say...'if u'r bz with other things, then ask someone to help u...just ask...' like i say in front..i really don't bother much...me and lex are really very super fed-up with it...
told him angrily that
"i'm going to quit this job immediately!!!"
but still i'm in this line...frankly, i'm really wonder y i choose this job..and how did i survive this 3 years??and what 's more is those 3mths of prcp???!!! that makes me choose this place as 1st choice??!!! really asshole...

Well, Lex told me today tt he nearly breakdown yesterday...well, what i can say is that i'd this feeling evertime...and the worst will be when there's a lot of work loads...this place that we're working in is really very chaotic and hectic... .

i really feel like an outcast..if not , then a black sheep...haiz...really feeling very useless now...i don't even noe why they pass me???....

super depressed now...no mood already..end for now ba.............nose super blocked already...

"Am i fine?"...." No!!i don't feel fine at all!!!!"

ciao~

2009-04-26T18:37:00.002+08:00

Have been rather busy with work lately...

due to the shortage of staff...(i mean i have this feelings) it's like my job is never ever ending...and that's working life..busy bathing patients, sending for scans...what a life man!!!
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i'm too tired to say anything...have to work again tomorrow...

worklife

2009-04-23T20:10:00.002+08:00

Working life.....can be really tiring and busy....

COUNTING DOWN TO PAY DAY ALREADY!!!!!! Just ONE more DAY!!!just after tomorrow!!!!yay!!!!
but frankly speaking, i don;t think my pay is enough for me to spent!!!what life!!!!????

going shopping on pay day with nages to get our formal clothing for our grads ceremony...i should really save money~!!!!~

labour day after shift going out with shima and faz....SHOPPING!!!!

but,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,i'm really tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bye

Before things starts

2009-04-05T13:13:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging for centuries....

have been wondering whether i should close down this site...but...it's still working in progress la...

well, staying at SGH from mondays to saturdays frm 8 am to 4.30 pm have been what i'm doing for this 2 weeks...and going to for another 2 weeks... and after that i'll be having another 2 weeeks of the same lifestyle...and follow on by shifts with my boss aka ah tao...

when back to the ward on fri the whole day..cause it's practical session...
and was orientated by sister tay...gosh!!!couldn't believe that my boss is going to be my boss again!!!!gosh...everyone in the ward is like..."gosh!!!your expectation is higher already!!!"
well, everyone of them was quite shock that i went back to theward actually

saturday...(yesterday)

only working in the ward for halfday...and it was just like..
send pt for toilet bath(only 1)
out of nowhere sending pt to angio
after that help lex with dressing
my turn to do dressing
help faz to turn pt for dressings also..
like quite busy with dressings the whole day...
then after that serve le diet....it's home time!!!!!how i miss it...

oh ya oh ya.....me, Faz and Lex is thinkin of getting ipod touch together when we get our pay=) 16gb ...we're getting u soon!!!

night time..

met up with boss to return her the locker key..so we were just chatting on top of the bridge
and oh ya....we were talking bout travelling plans...like going to tioman island...then going to korea ...taiwan....
oh greats god!! i dun even noe if i can r=even survive the 6 months probation period!!!

but did i say my plans??
-taiwan or korea trip with yunie and Xp (either end of this year or my birthday week to celebrate)
-korea trip with boss with Rome( to see snow)
-london, europe, america, Paris or just a normal cruise with nages
-back to yunnan, lijiang, shangri-la with aunt for the flower blossom season ( with aunt nx year during end of may or june)
- taiwan trip with yin and stella...somewhere of this year???

well, all this are plans la...
still planning in progress ...

OUT OF NOWHERE BLABBERING

2009-03-24T19:34:00.003+08:00

lalalalalalA......................................

3rdd day of the start of my work...and sitting in the lecture hall from 8am to 4.30 pm..

super restless inside ther...but took small naps in btwn the talks..hahaha...so wodely awake for the time being=D

let me recall what i've been doing lately,,,,

(21st & 22nd)

bought my omnia phone on sat nite...and before that i went to amk there to have dinner...

sunday,...waited the whole evening for Evon to come...anayway....we played with both our new phone..touchscreen geeks!!!hahaha....and got a LV wallet for my start of work...

(23rd march)

was at wk from morning till late evening , and reach home about 6pm... supposedly to meet zhi at 6.45pm at her house..but

- i forget which block she's staying.

- i was so sleepy tt i took a nap and overslept...

but we had nasi lemak at Ling's place there and after that beancurd city...and there's really a lot of people eating and taking away the bean curd and soya milk...overall it's nice lah...

then the 3 of us chatted til 10plus......and it never seems to end...hahaha..

and anyway, got my belated birthday present from the gals....

(24th march)

well...dun remember what i did...but i just know that i was super exhausted lately...
oh ya...now i remembered!! i went to carrefour to help my uncle check stock...
super super exhausted....

(25th march)
today again...i'm super tired...
have been reaching home around 6 plus lately..
ok...going to download new songs into my ipod nano

ciao

2009-03-17T10:22:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!!!!

very glad tt i passed my my postings with a 'B'...both my OT posting & PRCP...
thanks my darling IBu!!!thanks for passing me ya!!!

hmmmmm............
woke up pretty early today...cause my uncle gave me a morning call that's why...
don't really want to blog actually...cause i didn't know what to write..

was quite sad yesterday...totally depressed & everythings down the bottom of my heart...
all because of him...we were arguing whether i go over to meet him, or he come over and meet me..but in the end...i'm the one who have to go over and meet him..
just because he owe spore a lot of money and might have to pay them if he step in here...
ok then, i admit it then...i dun want him to get into trouble..
crazily, we miss each other desperately & so....
but what's reality is that....why must i be the one sacrificing for our relationship instead??'
arghz!!!!! i'm really very...i don't noe what to say..

regretting....why must i fall into the deep well?? can i regret now ???
even if i want to meet him, i can only meet him next month...i can't be going in to meet him early and then come back late ba? What reality is this?

in the end........our argument ended up in ignoring each other.......suan le...

going to stop here.............

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need to read my books...there's a lot of books that i haven't read...
and i've to start working next month @_@...sad....

ok...stopping here le...
ciao...i's thinkin of shangri-la...

hhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm...........

2009-03-14T20:18:00.002+08:00

i want to complain!!!there's this idiot, whose super idiotic!!!

but i won't talk bout this person.......i'll complain bout this person to stel they all...ithink that guy is a total idiot!!!!

well........

i can't think of what i've to say....
but i'm really very mad bout him...i mean not that idiot....
just him only...miserable..i dun even know when i'll see him...

maybe like what stel say....we'r used to single life le...tt's y not geting used to it la...

well............................................
don't want to say la....

back..

2009-03-05T15:48:00.004+08:00

lalala...finally, i'm back again...

after so long, i decide to blog again..though i don't really have the mood. But since i change my blogskin.............so.........................

TA DA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my new blogskin... love it though...look so cute n sweet..

love it _xp_

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Finally, i think i'm settled with family matters...

but still there's some things to settle...cause my grandfather was cremated yesterday....

so...any white n red thing...don't come n jio me..haha

but i can wear pink shirts and so...it's only my mum n uncle they all can't...the kids are allow towear any colour shirt....

and i should say that's a lucky one...cause i have more pink clothings u see...so...

ya...i'm too lazy to continue blogging...

2009-02-15T18:49:00.003+08:00

well..counting down to 19th of feb to my China , Yunnan trip...
n today is sunday!!!lol...gettin more and more nervous already...and this is going to be my 2nd time on the plane...taking silkair...n this time it's only 18th ppl for our tour group...
and all are uncles n aunties plus me this young lady u over here....lol

well....since i'm only going to be back in spore on the 26th, the nx day i've to attend ling's final CO concert...wonderinng what to wear actually ...t'shirt n pants???hmmmm...havent discuss it with Zhi yet..

gosh gosh...i think i'm missing him already...lol...frankly, i just know him like only for few hours...
haha..n we jiang hao that we'll wait for each other till he come back to singapore n meet out together...but...hmmm...i don't really know when he'll be free le??!!!hmmmm...
hzhzhzhzhzhzhzhz......................

desperate aren't i ????lol..

2009-02-07T14:17:00.002+08:00

hmmmmm....hmmmmmmmm...

having my holidays now lately..and i shall say that 1 week is still not up yet!!!
GOsh...aven't been going out shopping lately ..cos i spent all my $$$ on fodd @ SGH's Kopitiam..
Main reason is because my grandfather is admitted for Aspiration pnuemonia..
on NGT & ensure feeds (strawberry flavoured)...
adn i've been staying the whole day there for a total of 2 days...it's really very tiring thing...
i mean i can't think of what to do other thsn bringing my dvd player, or bring my book to read n ask yunie to join me yesterday...and have been visiting wd 45 for 2 days or 3 except yesterday...
i miss the ward suddenly..
and frankly speaking, staying in the ward n hearing beeping sound actually arouses my nursing instinct..i can't don't do anything sia...but still i never do anythng..haha..

but yesterday i was up to 45 to get a towel to bathe, i duno y..but there's this 2 teens n a maid was following behind me...the i told them u can't go anywhere or ward...cos it's leadin to the haemo lab..then i asked them where they wana go...that boy say icu..then i told him very irritated "ICU is in the middle!Press the button and ask for access..' frankly speaking, i think they're blind lah!!!they justy follow me blindly and not looking around u see!!!stupid sia!!!are they really that so uneducated???GOSH!!!kids nowadays!!!like shit man!!

BLINK BLINK BLINK

2009-02-03T19:16:00.002+08:00

had a Shop of my life today!!!like 100 years nv shop like that..

bought 2 travelling book...1 to tokyo & the other Taiwan
already had the plan for my nx 22nd birthday..think it's the time i need to pamper myself better..
not that my 21st was that bad yesterday...but u noe..something to pamper myself differently...
I"M OFFICIALLY 21 YEARS OLD!!!!! lol.. can't believe it...

going swimming with 'mummy" & maybe sha tml...we'r going to JURONG EAST SWIMMING COMPLEX,,then after that going to meet my prcp mate in the afternoon @ Clarke Quay's PITshop...for game session...i think i'l be a nerd in it...lol...

franlky, i really have a lot of plans this month...i still have
-k session with yunie & XP..
-k session with STel..
-suntannin session with Pohpoh..
-registeration of BTT
-WWW session with my "mummy"
-medical checkups @ staff clinic

& i think planning for my year 2010 birthday things...

wEll, i was like quite sad because there was only a few sms wishes for my birthday..btu when i log-in to my facebook, i have loads of birthday wishes...gosh!!!i'm supertouched...cos i dun really tell / inform anybody my birthday u see...
BUT< THANK YOU everyone for the birthday wishes!!!i really appreciates it...MUACKS=*

2009-01-24T18:50:00.003+08:00

So Soon...

well, so soon that tomorrow's the eve of CNY...can't really believe it actually...
theere's pros n cons of CNY..
but at least i've red packets to keep...

hmmm...in bout a months plus , i'm stepping into the workforce soon..
can't really belive it...and i'm already planning my resolutions for the year alreay..

let me think think..

-to get a stable job
-to travel oversea
-to buy a lot of clothes
-to go get slimmer

i can't think for the time being...but i think it'll pop out here n there when it's already fulfilled
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tudous...

memories

2009-01-22T19:59:00.002+08:00

this mornin our Ibu gave me n mimi our present n a card out of our surprise...so sweet of her..

our night, mimi admitted 3pts...n i admitted 2 the day before..i mean...our first 2 nights are really very tiring...

read Ibu's card for me on the train on the way back in the train with mimi...

Well, it's really very touching for me...

i'm really grateful towards her for bearing my absent-mindedness for this 3 months...

we do share lot's of joy n laughter..the craziness also...

a lot of things really happened throughout our postings...had fun all the while, stress & serious times too...

but what's most memorable is having a very happy time with all the ward staffs n having an extra mixed family made up of....

the relationship

-Rosainah(OG) aka Nenek

-Baoyi aka Ibu (G's daughter)

-Chia Li aka Curry aunty (G's adopted daughter, Ibu's adopted sister)

-Mimi (my malay sis)

this family is strictly only for nurses..................hhaha

back again

2009-01-16T15:58:00.003+08:00

I'm so sorry friends...

haven't been updating since then..
but i think no one will notice about my blog or so...
well, might only be uploading some pics later on of the day for my outing with yunie...

supposedly to go k outings today again...but this time with Nana & Yunie..but all of us back out last min at 12am ++..
it'll b qutie exhausting and so...

my past 3 weeks had been quite fruitful, fun, stress & sad so on...

i finally met Nages of all of 2& a 1/2 month attachments...
frankly, i miss her greatly...she's a darling friend tt i treasure very much, including yani & munie...plus tt XP...i shall say that XP is a very hard person to contact when outings are planned...cause she have to think of her other half 1st...

WEll, before that, went swimming with my preceptor & Wang Xia aka Mang Xia(blind hero)..hahaha..we really had fun playing in the swimming pool...and where is it???SGH compound area!!!and only at certain hours & days then are we allowed to swim there...

went K session with yunie twice...everytime we talk about going out, we'll talk bout k session...n every k session will be the same old songs that we keep on selectin...it seems that we're never tired of it at all ...at least there's a change in our recent k session on monday...it was crazy and fun...and after that we went clothes testin g at FOX...
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there's really a lot of things i wana say..but i'll shall fill it up again when i'm free.....

ciao...

hours to 3rd day of 2009

2009-01-02T19:58:00.003+08:00

Rodora making our pizza(3rd nite)

Books that i've bought

my favourite pink cap plus my necklace

my facial products..

a very cute game machine that attracts yunie and me. $1 only lor...lolz

Christmas tree
Carlise Cullen...i think he just look charmin
the red truck of Isbella Swan
Cape no. 7...finished reading the novel..quite niceThe Cullen family
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sunday it is...

2008-12-21T19:00:00.002+08:00

well, it is Sunday today...

it's really a tiring day for me...had been working for 4 days plus & frankly speaking, it's really damn exhausting...haven't had enough sleep..cause everytime i've a lot's of things to do...

TIRING TIRING...

finally...ethan is smiling, laughin & coo-ing today...he's just adorable man..
i really love him very much..he's a very darling baby...
went to visit him last friday,he was in bad mood...and what hurts me is that due to his dressing, not enough sleep, fustration...he keeps crying...hz..i really feel like cuddling him and pacify him..but can't lah...
but luckily he's better now....=D

now i'm super buzy thinking of what to do for my reflections for my past 6 weeks of my posting...bought a pink cap lately...and gosh...though i wana buy other colous...but the pink cap really attracts me...i'm super in love with caps, sunglasses, books ,facial products!!!gosh!!

going to work tml again..but luckily, i'm ph on christmas, off after that, n doing night on sundays..for 3 nights..

I wana watch few movies lately....like, TWILIGHT and CAPE NO.7...

ok, i shld stop here...still ned to write my journal reflections

IRRITATED!!!

2008-12-14T18:49:00.003+08:00

Well, i'm damn irritated today...
supposed to go out tomorrow with my darling friends...
but in the end i've to go to my aunt's place cause my nephew's admitting on tues...that means i've no freedom at all!!!that's super DAMN IT LAH!!!
BLOODY HELL!!!!ARGH!!!!!
i just hate it!!!i've no breaks at alll...
so all i've to do tml is just sit there and read my books!!!!what the hell!!!!

2008-12-11T18:12:00.003+08:00

talking about the past

no longer yearning for the past..but speeding towards d present..ove it dude!!! says:
i nearly dun recognise the old days

no longer yearning for the past..but speeding towards d present..ove it dude!!! says:
'specially d old parts of the sch

St[e]!!a ^^ Sometimes goodbye is a way to hide the truth beneath a lie. says:
miss those days....

no longer yearning for the past..but speeding towards d present..ove it dude!!! says:
ya..

no longer yearning for the past..but speeding towards d present..ove it dude!!! says:
but duno y...

no longer yearning for the past..but speeding towards d present..ove it dude!!! says:
i somehow like my present

St[e]!!a ^^ Sometimes goodbye is a way to hide the truth beneath a lie. says:
means... hmm... mean that you will be happier a person shouldnt' always capture ourself in the past.. i miss the old days but i will lk forward to the future days...

no longer yearning for the past..but speeding towards d present..ove it dude!!! says:
hmmm...i do agree ba..old sch days can la...

no longer yearning for the past..but speeding towards d present..ove it dude!!! says:
but i dun think tt i was ever happy that time...like being bothered with a lots of love stuff..

no longer yearning for the past..but speeding towards d present..ove it dude!!! says:
but now,i think mybe this kind of things doesn;t bother me that much anymore( 'specially during poly life)...life is much more free n relax..

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i love the present ...
i don't really know why..but because maybe i'm a much happier person in my poly life..
primary sch..maybe i like it ba..but i can't feel it anymore..
secondary school..though i met my very close friends, friends who worth tresuring...i should say that there's happy moments during the time where there's not mch of responsibility to hold..but there are also much more sad n unhappy memories during that time...
poly life,like what i say during my conversation..i'm much more a happier person in poly life.....

signing off...
...Ade....

2008-12-03T19:51:00.002+08:00

my darling nephew..

isn't he cute??

love him loads!!!=X

well, 1 of my random picture taken..

Well, finally i'm off tomorrow..was wondering what i'm going to do tml...

but i haven't thought of it yet.
Was morning shift today...

My cousin was in the ward r/v 1 of the pt..

and "omigod!!..she told jasmine about our relations..
and usha darling plus another SN from ICA also knows my name le..

only....baoyi doesn't know bout it...lol..=P

attended a talk by Dr Chan...was talking bout Chest Tube thing..

was combined together with ward 63 staffs...

[saw the person tt irritates me in the past~the infamous]

but anyway, i dun recognise most of the staffs there anymore...

when the talk was halfway through...i was going to dozed off soon...

then tt meileng kick my legs and woke me up..

gosh!!!morning shift..damn slpy..

when back home together with baoyi today..

went to J8 to get her name chop...n also 'shun bian' i got one name chop for myself..but they'll only post it to me 10days later...which is like..

i'll only get it next fri, sat , sun???by post??

don't know also..

ok...going to play my psp's luxor 2..

signing off, ade=D

workin...workin...working

2008-11-30T21:00:00.002+08:00

`have been working for the past 4 days
`and i'm treating today as friday..tomorrow as saturday....
`but frankly, i'm only off till thursday...
`sianz=(....

`just seen stel's blog..
`frankly speaking, i don't really know what happened...
`haiz....i'm totally very exhausted after working afternoon yesterday and morning today...and i barely have enough sleep..
`i'm aching all over and i just don't feel well at all...

`recently, i find life very fragile...
`and it's also stressing too....

`well,...i'm signing off here...really very tiring...
bye..till then

titleless...

2008-11-20T20:18:00.003+08:00

my battle session

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my last off day before i start working tomorrow....think i'm morning shift tml...

yesterday had fun with my psp..

downloaded 2 games.. loco roco 2 & yu-gi-oh 2...

like the yugioh best...loco roco 2 play till my hand also pain..

anyway, yunie came to my grandfather's place for dinner..

we battlelinked our DJ Max...

Stress Sia...must train hard...

i'm looking forward to my sony ericsson C900..love it...=P

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shld enjoy the remaining few hours before i start work tml morning=X

11 more weeks to move on...

2008-11-15T16:12:00.001+08:00

me and nages in patho lec theatre..our pics on our last day of our 3 days orientation program...it was really cold in there...we looked super weird in the pics

my fruit of labour..204 pieces and really very small too...

my very 1st labour of hardwork..
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addictionss....towards Williams Shakespeare's book..and this bok is mianly just few pages intro on the different plays written by him..and not forgetting few things bout himself..

thsi was my t-shirt that was mentioned in the earlier post, that i bought together with Xp..

my rocking horse necklace bought on the same day with my t-shirt[above]..i love the ribbon...it looks...antique..

well, my art piece for MN's birthday present,....i drew it ..

but...i haven't give it to her yet...STM sia...lol

ANd this!!!! it's my favourite book and the very 1st book that is related to William Shakespeare..it contains all his plays soliques....[if that's how you spell it..lol]

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well...

after all those pictures..

11 more weeks to go...working afternoon on monday..

but don't know what's going to be the schedule for the following days..

well...misses all my friends..

now that our PRCP starts...nobody will be free everyday u see..

tt's for the tme being ba...can't see what to say anymore..hopefully there's more things or pics to take...=D

before PRCP starts...

2008-11-09T14:30:00.003+08:00

before it starts...

Thursday:

Was out with yunie for K at Suntec city...

but before that..we went to JustNoodles for our lunch..

well, we sang like crazy tt day..

and Briteney Spears' "Oops! I Did It Again.."

was our song of the day...

and did we had dinner??hmmm...nope! we only had tutu kueh plus tea-boiled egg...

After that we went to the jigzaw puzzle shops...and cute puzzles attracted us...and we spent >100 bucks in the shop...

Friday:

Went to chinatown for something....then meanwhile yunie also came to change her psp games & also to ask about the the program thing....
then after that both of....went differnt ways...but in the end we met up at the buddhist relic temple...

Saturday:

Went out with yunie, Mn, huimin , Shuhui ,vincent...and the other one i'm not sure at all...lol...
supposedly to go to this 10 bucks karaoke shop...but their songs very gone case...so we walk all the way..in the sunny weather..perspiring like crazy
then after that we went to party world to sing ...but poor vincent hurt his toes..and he was bleeding la...
but we did have fun singing...and it was also ShuHui's birthday...[the cake is very yummy...]

and today...is just counting down to PRCP tml...meetin for nages for breakfast!!!so sad that yani is in KKH...=(
haiz..but whatever la...dun care...

hopefully me and yunie will be able to sort our schedule...then we'll be able to meet out..and hopefully to be able to see whether that i'm able to attend huimin's birthay celebration

i have a dream...

2008-11-02T15:57:00.002+08:00

well...it's now raining cats&dogs + thunder&lighting...

was wondering which day to ask yani nages & Xp out for dinner..haven't decide the day...or i should say, i haven't even ask which day they're free this coming week of our very last break before PRCP starts...

i Will_장리인(Jang Ri In)...
it's a very nice korean song...well,i don't really know what she's singing bout..but the melody is very nice...

hmmmm...recalling back what i did this 2 weeks of my vacation...

well, last friday?saturday?sunday? i went out with sheryl for movie..(a very last minute decision)...and what did we watch???HIGH SCHOOL MUSCAL 3:SENIOR YEARs..
and ticket fees was 10bucks per person!!!!gosh!!!stabbing pain sia...

monday was stay at home thing ...[i think...]
oh..no no..it's deepavali...went for dinner at my grandpa's neighbour's house...finally at my favourite stuff...especially dhal curry with mutton inside...my favourite mutton..yum yum..

anyway,tuesday went out with yunie Xp to The cathay for movie..
Guess what movie it is this time??...HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 : SENIOR YEARs again!!!!...LOL!!

and i can remember the songs and the scenes lor...lol..
but it's really worth watching...and after the movie..went to Plaza Singapura..
where yunie bought her strings from spotlights...
& she and Xp bought the HSM 3's soundtrack...

and friday was out to grandma's place...darling Ethan was brought over to visit great grandma...he's so adorable <3

snubsnubsnub...thinkin

2008-10-19T13:32:00.002+08:00

hmmm....

sunday...the last day of the week...
Hz...nothin to do again...can't really think of what to do exactly...

high school musical 3 : the senior years is going to be out on the 24th of this month....wana watch it..and anyway, i've already downloaded 3 songs from the show....

sianz.....what to do???

2008-10-18T15:30:00.003+08:00

"发誓从此绝无儿戏,

让爱恋随心细味,

余生爱着你,

如死怕忘记共谁入戏"

钟嘉欣-发誓(粤)剧集搜神传片尾曲

lo0ve this hk tvb drama

but to say truth, the ending is damn weird lor....

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well...yesterday was my very last day in OT..

and the sister asked us "would anyone of your like to join us?"

frankly, "NO..."

never like it inside there!!!my hair was messed up in there...don't want it at all!!!!" terrible hair week...

but i'll miss all this crazy girls during our 1 wk postin in Ot

like Jiali, Bettina, SiewLin, MElissa, Hana, Afiqah, Dolly...etc etc

especially the crazy JiaLi [the one who's always sitting in front of me during lecture time]

n i'm influenced by her.....our common word, "是冷的咯！！！“

每句话都有个 'LOR!!!" hahaha..

i'll miss Jiali and Bettina, the ones who have been with me for 3 postings in a roll...hopefully PRCP we'r in the same ward!!

Afiqah, the one who been my classmates for 3 years!!

SiewLin , Hana , MElissa, the ones who've been with me for ot and A&E poasting..miss your dearly ...=P

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but now, 3 weeks holidays...wht's up for now????

adding on [part two]

2008-10-11T17:03:00.001+08:00

PART TWO

Friday 1o/1o/2008

it was my very last day in A&E yesterday...
Really like the environment there...hopefully i can go back there and work if i graduate...
the staffs there are all very friendly...
could say that yesterday was as busy as thursday...
the resus room was filled with patients....

well, summary of my one whole week working in there...

i just wanted to say...
idon't think i'll encourage people to ride a bike even though i think it's cool & it's my favourite vehicle....
cause when an accident occurs, it's really very terrible..

imagine!!
cervical injury...___spinal nusring for maybe more than a month or so..
multiple injury to your skin...all those injuries...oh gosh oh gosh...i dun even dare to think of it at all..!!!terrible...just so terrible..

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adding in

2008-10-11T15:01:00.002+08:00

well....i'm really sorry for friends who have been reading my blog or what so ever...haven been updating my blog for a very long time..and few reasons are..
1. i've no mood to update it (even though it seems that i've a lot of things to fill in)
2.been busy with work and attachments.
3.bloggin never crosses my mind even though i on the computer for certain reasons.
4. find that there's no point at all to on the computer...(cause there's nothing for me to update!!!)

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Let me recall what had happened this few weeks....

september/october....

[last week of my 2 weeks break]

shopping with Xp

was supposed to meet at 13.30pm at FarEastShopping centre,but i was late u see...couldn't get a taxi went i was at the other side of the road (the usual place where i board the bus to work), so i've not choice but to BOOKED a taxi and asked them to fetch me at my block downstairs...and the bookin fee is $2.50 la....Damn expensive!!!
So, by the time i reached FarEast and happen to see Xp sitting at the bus stop there, it was already 2pm...[the time which she initiated to meet in the morning]
We went to buy the bubble tea at sweet talk...and guess what?!! the pearl is damn hard!!!like stone like that...they never cook properly lah...==,''
well....hmmmm....anyway, we walk around and bought some stuff...

XP:
#a pink shirt /jacket with hook @ 77th street
#pink stockkings
#a yellow shirt with ...i forget what are the wordings..
+++somemore things ba...lol

Me:
#a black sunglass
#a rocking horse necklace
#develop pics which come out in neoprint sizes
#the same yellow shirt as Xp but with the word [MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND STOP READING MY SHIRT]

hmmm,,,and i think tt's all for it..

trip 2 done.
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Out shopping with stella

Well...i should say...i've forgotten whAT WE DID that time...lol..
Casue i remembered that the whole joureny was Cao Ge is married and have a child...[that wa quite a deep impression,,,lol]
antway, we took a lot of pictures on that day..n i think i somehow have some impression bout that day...
We met at Cineleisure on that day, then after that heerens..
but because of my stupid heels causing my legs to have blisters, we took a cab to PlazaSingapura. Walk around and went to CHARLES AND KEITH to get my slippers...phew!at last my feets don't have to suffer..
then after that we went to clarke quay there for our stingray set dinner..$4.80 only!!!plus drinks i'm not sure le...but it's yummy..
then after that we walk along clarke quay's pub...[b4 that was at centre@ clarke quay...saw that bungee thing...scary...]
we then followed along fullerton and walk through the beach that is part of the F1 race course..sat at esplanade there and was trying to find a right angle to our pictures...
finally...we walk allthe way to city hall interchange to board the train back home!!

the end.....

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END OF PART ONE

3Rd LaST DaY oF POstINg

2008-09-17T20:30:00.002+08:00

______['''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''i;m so not in the mood to update'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''']_______

but anyway, today is the last 3rd day of my first Gerontology postin..
frankly speaking, it was quite a fruitful posting...learning things that is very different from acute hospital..=9.
today is also my last day for my 2 days HSE posting...love the home visits a lot..but it's also very exhausting...cause we're always walking under the sun from house to house..so..ya lor..super dehydrated...and tired also ...so everytime i go back,i'll just dozed off on the bed..but i'm still feeling tired=(
Well, i'm morning shift tomorrow...supposedly to be afternoon, but in the end because of my supplementary remedial...caused of my hs3033 lah...hz..damnit!!so it's my very last morning tomorrow..n very last afternoon shift on friday....

hmmmm...even though i'ved been with my bunch of nyp-mates for 3 weeks, i don't really have their contact number....haiz....i'll miss them a lot...

dates to note:
>18th September '08> hs3033 supplementary remedial__4.30pm
>22nd September '08> hs3033 supplementary exam__11:00am

well, i think there's nothing much else le=)

THE END

NEW POSTING

2008-08-24T17:51:00.002+08:00

Well....can anybody just tell me how to delete all the prevoius postings????
it's really irritating...anyway...it's still not official opened...sorry...

2007-05-08T14:46:00.000+08:00

some pics...

my days...

2007-05-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

Well...suprisingly tt this blog can finaly write chinese..lol..

WEll...finally i found my fav song which is played in my blog...check it out ya...it was featured in American idol..and the song by Hordin Sparks is quite nice ...yaya...i bought 3CDs yesterday...haha...n had it all in my mp3..

didn't noe what to say actually...so i'll just stop here then tata...enjoy..

rainy day

2007-05-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

well....i'm now hearing Vanness' new album songs....some very nice sia...love it dearly...i also wana hear my 李孝莉's songs...she a very hot and sexy singer....

well...don't really know why...i'm feeling very feverish this 2 days...think they took too much blood from me le ...hahaha. the reason is becasue ii went for blood donation ...

got a bruise there...but ot's not very serious also la...haha..i anythin de..=P

2007-04-30T10:47:00.000+08:00

lalala....

hmmmm.....about 1 hr more to my 1st lecture in the day...terribly sad...cos..no barbeque tomorrow=(...

just realised that i've a lots of things to note down...if not, i'll really forget it all...so friends!!!!ANY THinG impt must remind me ya!!!! and i just realised 1 thing ..my heavy responsibility of reading up the article is not done yet.....have to be done b4 nx week...cos that search.. teacher wants it...

hmmmmmhmmmmmhmmmm....i just saw sum things from SHE's blog...SELINA's in love...hmmm...who le???dunno dunno...hehe...ok i'm ending here...i dun wana write anymore...tttaaataaa

2007-04-24T12:39:00.000+08:00

nothin much to blog today...can't think of what to say...love my new blogskin...nice right??/hehe...hv been thinkin bout "him" lately...even in dreams...goshy..iwan put songs..no time to write...tata...

2007-04-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

lalala...2nd week og sch reopen...

anyway , i dun rmb what happen last few days...hehe..but i know it's rainin cats n dogs...with loud thunders too....hoho..

listenin to elvis presley's "can't help falling in love with you"
haha...oh god me!!!!i don't what got into me...i'm swaying sloy with it....time running pass very slowly...n the fella beside me is talking her dar in a crazy mood...hehe...she's a little psychotic....hahaha...

well...i'm going back home today...but the most boring thing is ....li'm going back there again....LOVE craig david a lot...his songs roxs!!!

hmmm...well, i'm very hungry now.. but the person beside me is stilll smiling and laughin with the person @the other part...gosh....

"when can i go and eat????"thinking very seriously in my mind now...(stomach's growling..gosh gosh gosh...hahaha

ok ...i'm going to stop here le...tata...

2007-04-20T13:46:00.000+08:00

lol...hello.there..i'm havin 2222222hrs break here...but anyway..i love

Akon's songssss....they r all damn nice sia..i like the song "smack that" featurin eminem too..

stoppin here...need to do my cms..tata

2007-04-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

1 litre of tears.....it's a very nice jap show...was actually influenced by nana to waych it..n i finally bought the dvd...was really very sad show...

3rd day of sch reopen....now..i need to leave for the last lect..tata...hehe

REAWAKING

2007-04-07T15:33:00.000+08:00

hello friends out there....

i'm very sorry for not posting out any thing the last 2 months..it'd been a very long month..boy oh boy...long long hours spent...

well, a lot of things happened this 2 months. examinations, attachments ad holidays... what's the most important thing is that months of hardwork are notpaid off..it came out in a very delightin way...loveit lots...into another stage of my nursing life already...hehe'

the attachments wasn't any terrible...it was rather fun and fill with different thing happening.....i love my bunch of attachments buddies...hope that we'll have an outing sooner or later to celebrate.miss them...

holidays still alright i think...it's going to be the last week of the 2 months holiday...and on 16 april,schools going to reopen...and year 2 here i come...

thinking that i'm a different person as time flies...i'm rather stuck to my inner self now that things has changed...life for me is also different...

i'm starting to take thngs as what it seems to be and i'm not at all regretin it....can't decide waht t say actually...but happy last week of holidays....muacks

2007-01-31T14:48:00.000+08:00

well well...i can't think of what to do..i decided to ..

..actually it's quite a sad thing...cos i think the possibility for me to go to the europe trip is only 40%....it dropped by 9%...hzhzhzhzhz...but i wanna go...but how can i affort such high cost trip??? it's $3088..for 10 days & going to germany, london &paris!!!!how i wish i can go..shld i try my luck askin my aunt???but my cuz dun think it's worth it or so....but that huge amt includes everythin!!!!!!

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzz...

hmmmmmmm....................well...later meetin zhi...but the most jl thing is tt i only hv 1 tutorial till 10am!!!n it's a terrible thing cos i really can't hink of what to do for such long hrs!!!i'm bored off to death u c...i wonder y ling hv to finish off wk so late late late...................hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

i dun think i want anything for my bd le...it's so borin..ican't even think of what i want in life....but izit worth buyin it???frankly speakin...i'm not too sure myself too...hz...jus c 1st la...might intend to byu loads n loads of top up card...so i dun need to worry bout low cash in the phone...

it's a terrible thing to be....................$$$$$$lesss...............

ta...i'm not bloggin animore..i'm bored off..

2007-01-31T13:38:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: February 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.
You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.
Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.
Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.

Your strength: Your universal compassion

Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings

Your power color: Mauve

Your power symbol: Butterfly

Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems.

These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day.

Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.

Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

How Weird Are You?

You Are a Lime Margarita

Realistic and grounded, you have the energy to tackle any obstacle that stands in your way.
Hyper and driven, you despise lazy behavior of all kinds... especially lazy drunks too tired to dance!

What Flavor Margarita Are You?

You Should Drive a Ferrari

Sleek and sexy, style has a lot of importance in your life. And you'll pay a lot to look good!

What Sports Car Should You Drive?

2007-01-31T13:23:00.000+08:00

Aquarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people.
You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie.
You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture.

Your negative traits:

In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway.
You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret.
You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved.

Your ideal partner:

Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise!
Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you.
A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks

Your dating style:

Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert.

Your seduction style:

Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next.
Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires.
Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them.

Tips for the future:

Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates!
Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once.
Be aware of your partner's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes.

Best color to attract mate: Sky blue

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

Your Driving Is is: 31% Male, 69% Female

According to studies, you generally drive like a typical female.
You are a careful, skilled driver. And you are patient in sticky driving situations.
You may get aggressive from time to time, but normally you're a cool, collected driver.

Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?

You Are "Tearful"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

Your Hair Should Be Red

Passionate, fiery, and sassy.
You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

2007-01-31T13:22:00.000+08:00

You Are 30% Left Brained, 70% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

I NOE TT A LONG TIME AGO...HAHAHA..

2007-01-31T13:11:00.000+08:00

You Follow Your Head

You're rational, collected, and logical.Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.While you're cool, you're not ice cold.You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

Do'>http://www.blogthings.com/doyoufollowyourheadoryourheartquiz/">Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2

"Sky falls, you feel likeIt's a beautiful dayDon't let it get away"
You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too.

What's" Your Theme Song?

Your Life Is Worth...

$860,500

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howmuchisyourlifeworthquiz/">How Much Is Your Life Worth?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.
You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.
You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Who's" The True You?

(sounds like me...HEHEHE=))

2007-01-30T14:19:00.000+08:00

d....suddenly everythin is in chinese...

gosh....still hv an hr & a half to go on....i reali can't think of what to surf on...no friendster!!!

hzhzhzhzhzhzhzhz.....i rea;;y feel like sleeping le...exhausted with shoulder ache..

anyway...i can't decide what colour i wan!!! pink ? black? or white???...can sumbody jus tell me which colour ?????bt i'm not tellin u what i'm buying...jus gimme a colour...

oh boy ohboy...i like the sony NW-E00 style walkman!!!!'specially the green one...so cool...but still...i think i'lll be x-changing mine with my dad's ...

yesterday went out with minmin to np...np really got nohtin much to shop...it's becomin very borin...n i still can't decide wat i realli wan for my birthday...but still....gimme yr opinion on those 3 colours...then i'l post wat i'm askin u to decide...

well......nowadays...i think i'm gettin the grip on typin fast..cos my typin really sucks la...btu now it's gettin better sumhow..
yayayayayay!!!i'm going to get the 1gb mp3...but still...i duno whether i'm going to buy my laptop...still in the process of considerin....

tml i'm going out wif my 2 darlin sissy....bt no to drink!!!it's jus meet up for a simple dinner...again..it's like a few weeks since we met each other....
hoho..going to eat at cartel...so i must save money..can;t spend too much!!!when is heaven or god going to drop $$$ frm the sky????0_0???

hahaha....just kiddin la...
okok..i can't think of what to say...so i'l jus stop here...tata

2007-01-29T13:41:00.000+08:00

hihi...i'm back again!!!hoho...SHe's concert was great!!!!nearly went deaf sia....

feilunhai was really very handsome...'specially wang dong cheng n wu chun....hai.....soooo sooo shuai!!! hehe...

today saw a bad n very sad news..

she's dead..hz...poor her...she's still young n her career is still very bright ahead of her...but still...hz...may she leave peacefully...

well...this was wat happen to selina when she dance 1/2 way...her skirt drop..her dance was really very sexy sia...

2007-01-26T13:18:00.000+08:00

hoho...was lookin at idols' bloggie...the most interetin blog i find is fan wen shan's ...this the url...go n look at it...http://www.wretch.cc/blog/fanwenshan

well....will be attendin SHE's concert tml...yunnie is very angry with me....hehe...cos she can;t go...but dun worry there..i'l take their pics...n record their songs for ya k???

well...frankly, after sunday i'm totally free..but atill..i must plan my timetable..i dun reali wana waste my time watchin tv at hm or study like crazy...i also wana go out shopping n play...but still...i can't decide where to go w ling n zhi..stilll...my destination is still in the pending processs....(i only have til nx thursday!!!!) n the saddest thing is nx fri is my birthday...was thinkin of not celebratin it...Anyway, nobody would remember it right??surely...only those who noes me very very well n for yrs n yrs ba...still...sumthins can't be predicted..

hmmmx...i still can't think of what i wan for my birthday...btu anyway..i wrote a list of things in my organiser...let me list it out ....

-to hv a laptop(acer ,mac , compac)
-wana hv a lot of $$$ & time
-wana hv sumthin precious tt i can treasure with all my heart (a realistic n longlastin one)
-to tral to other countries(if possible)
-to go n wk
-to go out with old friends
-to have better relationship or friendship(wat ever ships there is...KEEP IT UNITED!!!)

go look at this too...it's ai sha's blog...there's a pic of her when she's young...she's soooo sooo kawaii ne..http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sendaaisa...

ok ok...i can't think of wt to say...hope things wk out the way i wan it to be then...

tatta...tak care my friends!!!

2007-01-24T09:29:00.000+08:00

hmmm...was thinkin of bloggin...but i was bz w my new blog also ...hehe...but it's not up yet la...dun worry...if up le i'l tell...but atill...this blog would b still workin..

my com suddenly went slow....cause lot's of pple came in for no reason....no la...they came in to do their work..stupid sia....sooooo soooooo slow...well

sorry princess...i dun hv the time yet.,...but i'l cum searchin for u ya..i'l keep u posted...but i wan dicount eh!!!reallly really..those pple r slowin my process down...sooooo sooo sllllowwww....hz,,, i'm totally commentless....
y can't htey jus go out for a while n let me finish my stuff 1st???anyway,....i wanted to say this ...i'm going to s.H. E's concert this sat!!!!hohoho...hehehe...but dun worry..i can still slp....i'm jus happy cos i'm going to c a concert for the 1st of my 18 or 19 life...hahahaha
...oops...shouldn't b ttt so happy 1st...

2007-01-22T17:18:00.000+08:00

hehe...i'm back i'm back...

finally sch reopen le...hehe..i bought Darren's album...but so sad..only got one song...but it's like the the song n only album i keep hearin the shop play..n nothin else...but i duno y i bought it...dun ask me..

tell me...who will be the final winner???

hehe..shld noe wat's my ans le ba...

hmm....it's lik a long time since i updated it..sooo fast...it's going to be feb le...my birthday month!!!!n wat's more is tt it's also a very stressin mth...cos exms b4 n after new yr..how stressin it is!!!dr oh dr..

hz...my freedom also cumin soon....jus a few more days....n yes yes yes...i'm going to hv my freedom..i wana buy mac...my lappy is still wkin on iot's process...do u noe??? 1st paper i son valentine's day!!!!the nx day also got paper...it's a vry terrible day for the couples...tata..shuttin off soon..

2006-12-27T19:53:00.000+08:00

hey sorry friends!!!

1stly....belated merry merry merry christmas....=)hehe

was too bz to update my blog lately...so///i apologise bout all those late late post..

well..had lots of good food lately...christmas prezzy as usual...SO LITTLE!!!

anyway,...lets talk bout all..

christmas evey...

had lobster porridge and salted egg crab...it was reali very yummy yummy.

on chrsitmas day.had jap food at sun n moon ...it was also a heaven...gosh oh gosh..dun lik ta say much.hehe

2006-12-15T15:37:00.000+08:00

2006-12-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

well..let me write on what happen last 3dayss...

but let me say how i'm feeling now...!!!!!I'M HUNGRY!!!!=(..dear me...my stomach is growling like crazy...i thought it's my own imagination...

found that my life is like..hmmm..not filled up with interesting things..cos i can't think of anything interesting...just like tt..my week is going to end..n my aunt will be back tml mornin..haiz...terrible....*shakin my head*

anyway....let's talk bout wat happened..

WEd...

Frankly...whoever likes sch??? well..i dun like it at all....i'm also startin to hate my blog skin..it's to eye catchy...n everythings pink!!!i just can't stand it antmore..ned to find a plain plain skin 1st...\

ok lets cont...

well....i had to go for my last dose of the hep B injection..i ws really very lazy...but what's surprised me is that it actually jus a 3mins injection..n i'm done...woohoo..

so me n xp went off to take our train...she to meet her friend..n me to meet zzhi...n by the time i meet her at yishun...it was 3.40 pm..
so we took the train off to cityhall...went in to pm n saw anna there...but ivy wasn't at work...weird me...of all the ppl there, i pnly remember ivy..i just can't rmb others name..it's a long time since i work there u c.....

so ..both of us bought ling a forever friend cup..n a very small notebook...practical enuff i think..better then soft toys..she doesnt like it..
well, then we walk all the way to esplanade n intendin to walk along the river to meet ling later...but who noes the heaven..it started to rain..i mean drizzle like nobody business lik tt..but stil...we manage to walk u c... bt we gave up to the thought of walkin all the way to our dinner destination..so in the end.i smsed her n told her tt we'll wait for her at clarke quay mrt station..our dinner destination..hoho..

so ...we met her there n had our dinner(talkin bout food..i'm still hungry...)(ok...eatin my food now..)crayfish ,sotong & mussels...hohoho...yummy n delicious...haha...
[worth going there to eat....anybody wana try it???i'l bring youre along if u wana to fir a drink or so!!!]

then after tt...we were walkin along the pubs....!
YES MAN!!!PUBS!!!!
woohoo.....

actaully wanted to go clubbing de..but in the end...we got no clue where the clubs are..so we go n stone around the pubs la....
sum pubs look interestin..but the pbu tt attracted us most was the red colour atmospheric.it was actually empty..bt still it's sumhow relaxin..

& we actually had a 2nd glass at a top up of 10 cents...cool n worth it man..

so let's c waht each of us had..

Ling_S'pore sling _+_(my 2nd glass) coke tenquilla or vodka
ME_Orange tenqiulla_+_1/2 glass of cranberry vodka
Zhi_2& a 1/2 glass of cranberry vodka..

luckily it doesnt make me feel drunk...phew...
but i would like to go there n drink again...if i have the time n $$$$

had a lot to say.bt let's leave it for the nx day post..[dun worry !!!i'l try to post the pics wen i remember to bring my cable!!!!]I STILL WANT MY LAPTOP!!!!

Thurs...

sob sob...XP flyin off to thailand...would really miss her...[i'm missin her craziness now..hoho]
supposed to meet sheryl at 11:45...but i up at 11:20
so no choice..i'v to meet her at 12pm...
so..set off for our journey..didn't get top c her on the train...[sumtime i wonder whether she understand what i'm tryin to tell her...]

so in the end...we met at novena(cos i asked her to alight at the nx stop)
i wasn't sure why...but i was not in a very good mood at all...feelin very irritated sumhow..annoyed i can say..

so..there we r...took off from there to changi airport....

i love it there..the station was huge-mongous..how i juus LUV it..

terminal 2 was damn cool lot's of stuff there...
so...took a sky trrain over to terminal 1....
so..wlk n wlk..n we saw xp..she was in this green t-shirt..weird la...nv c her in green b4....i'm actually too lazy to say much....but i miss the airpot very ouch..i wana go back to hong kong!!!![n i want a pilot Bf can??/hoho] cos i saw htis pilot...he was on his way back home.....

hz....I WANT TO WORK IN THE AIRPORT!!! what bout being part of it...myb a air stewardess???havin such huge dreams doesn't matter ba??bt 1st..i still have to slim down.......okok..

i think i'll stop here..this is a very long post..atarted from 12 to 3:36pm..

tata friends..will update my pics wen i remember
=)=)=)

2006-12-15T12:23:00.000+08:00

well...pohlin wants me to do this(i'm also curious..)

Questions!
Do the following &
choose 5 LUCKY people to do this
after you have completed yours.
ARE YOU READY??? GO !!!

FAVOURITE COLOUR : G,O,B,B,P,P....etc..

FAVOURITE FOOD : Grandma's cooking...

FAVOURITE MOVIE : Step up & eRaGON

FAVOURITE SPORT : Rollerblading & Cycling

FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK: Saturday...i think

FAVOURITE ICE CREAM : Strawberry & Chocolate..

FAVOURITE TV SHOWS : hmmm...not sure..everything suits me

CURRENT MOOD : Irritated...sumhow

CURRENT TASTE :Tasteless

CURRENT CLOTHES : t-shirt & 3/4 Pants

CURRENT DESKTOP: lousy sch IBM pc..

CURRENT TOE NAILS: Natural colour

CURRENT TIME: 12.50pm

CURRENT ANNOYANCE : My friend who is to straight..ArgH..

CURRENT THOUGHTS : When is my home pc 's speed getting faster...

FIRST BEST FRIEND : ermm...weiling??duno..hehe

FIRST CRUSH : James ba....when can i get to see him...???

FIRST MOVIE : Independence day..(i think)

FIRST LIE : that i have remedial..but end up going to friend's place

FIRST MUSIC : i got no clue...doctors n nurses ??

LAST CIGARETTE : never ever going to have tt!!

LAST DRINK : Fruit tree-orange

LAST CAR RIDE : comfort taxi i think...hmmm nope..my uncle's car..

LAST CRUSH : think it's last few month...

LAST PHONE : YUnnie

LAST CD PLAYED : last month

HAVE YOU DATED ONE OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS? : NOpe...

HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN THE LAW? : NO Way!!!!

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SKINNY DIPPED? : Yes, durin Primary sCh..

HAVE YOU EVER KISSED SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW? : No WAY!!!

HAVE YOU EVER LOVED AND LOST SOMEONE? : in what sense?? yes & no??Who noes...

TAKEN OR CRUSHING? : NON...

ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE NOW? : I think it's alright..jus lackin of something

WHEN YOU MEET THE RIGHT PERSON, DO YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM/HER FAST? : That really depends on my 1st impression of tt person..(you will nv noe..)

HAVE YOU EVER GOT YOUR HEART BROKEN? : lots' of time...but does tt matters??

DO YOU WAN CHILDREN? : yes & no in both ways

HOW MANY? :2 woulb be fine in the sense...but why need so many..can't afford to hv so many

WOULD YOU EVER CONSIDER ADOPTION? : like from what country??

ARE YOU ROMANTIC? : Can be one..

DO YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN CHANGE SOMEONE? i don't even noe..

IF YOU COULD GET MARRIED SOMEWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE? : would like it to be in the sea or planes..
DO YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE RIGHT NOW? Don't think so...well..i duno..

HAVE YOU EVER WISHED THAT YOU COULD HAVE SOMEONE BUT YOU MESSED IT UP? Dun think so...

HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A HEART? i duno...maybe.hoho

IF ONE DAY YOUR BEST FRIEND FALL IN LOVE WITH THE PERSON YOU DEEPLY IN
LOVE WITH, WHAT WILL YOU DO? : i'll be shock...but i'll just get things clear n move on with my life..

THE 5 LUCKY PEOPLE ARE :

_stella
_xiuping(when she's back from her trip)
_shujun
_yunnie
_sofina

2006-12-11T13:48:00.000+08:00

hohoho...oops!!!sorry it's not christmas yet...bu tstill, i'm bored..
okok...if i had known i'm going to blog now...i shouldn't hv started...

hmmmm...this week is like a holiday week for me..but anyway,b4 i forget...i PASSED my retest...i was actually not very glad la...cos i'm prompted at times...
gettin a little listless of wat i should be doin....cos..there's nohtin to do at all...but luckily zhi finsh early tml...n i'v no lsns tml..hehe...can go n buy a belated gift for ling...maybe for 2 festive days ba...lol..

today, idreamt of sumtin weird...sumtin which is reali unbelievable..i thought i'll nv dream of him...but in d end i did...n i also asked a very weird qn...i duno y...but the whole dream is beyond my control...

well well......let's talk bout what happened this few days...

SAt....went to my gf's place early in the mornin cos the maid need to c the dr...n i was reali very bored..need to tak care of my gf...n i can't actually find a suitable dvd or vcd to watch...but in the end i did la...n by the time i finished..it was 10am...

then i actually turned to channel 56 to c what programmes there is...n there was silence code!!!by zai zai n the korean gal(who acted in the i think 9pm show oon ch U evry sunday as liansheng..)...it was vcery nice..i mean the start..i'm quite tempted to buy the vcd...or dvd if there is....i dun mind..

haha...then i reali had to rush after watchin bits of it..cos i need to bathe as i'm going to cp to buy von's 5300 phone..but still...hehe..no stock..

then no choice...we went up to BANQUET n had our lunch...it's just outside the ticket area...what a good consideration..haha..but she was stiil pestering her mum bout getting the phone...so in the end...we went to dhoby ghaut to get the phone..

but starhub was selling it at $408!!!which is beyond our expectation...can't believe it..cos at causeway,it was $198 only.. we were quite annoyed!!!then...tt person keep makin us walk up n down the escalator...but his chinese is not good at all...i shld say...an english-speaking family he comes from...poor mandarin...hohoho
so...i wanted to go n cut my long messy hair...(dun ask me y..i always wana cut it wen it's long...)but i can't find a suitable hairstyle...so depressing ya noe..so went n buy i weekly & look at wat hairstyle i can't cut....hehe..so we went down n eat kfc..hoho..then i saw jasmine's hairstyle..(participant of s'pore idol..)so...i went n cut it...at QC house..it's a very interestin shop!!like my hair very much now..

SUn..

von came to my gf's place...was quite confuse with her hp...(cos i duno how to use it,,)but i likr her sound system...it was damn damn cool...but i'm intendin to get the lg choc phone or the sony ericsson w500??hmmm...sorry if i get the no wrong...i dun rmb the no...hehe..

okok..i'l stop here then..

2006-12-04T11:54:00.000+08:00

well.....just saw lin's blog....

i was like...hmmm...i think i'll also liss fiona...though!!!i mean "THOUGH" i dun really noe her tt well...

but...it's only a feelin...hmmm...what was i going to say??oh ya...i noe what now..

Surprisingly, i was going to say tt it's a long time since alfred mailed me...btu when i open my mail...i saw his name there!!!haha...going to c what he wrote...

well...1st Dec was his lst day of school ...think tt they are havin vacations now...

well....i wrote...though christmas is around the corner, it's only a one day thing...it doesn't last at all...n the next day, u jus have to pass by it normally...

GREE oR dis GREE...

things are changing as time passes by...people also change..
things are really not gettin back what it seems like in the last semester..i do totally agree with them...we are not what we are like..

there's like a barrier between each n everyone of us...maybe we need to slove it...but sumhow...it's also not a good thing to do...as it might really worsen the relationship of each other..so y try it if it impossible..but still,there's a big stone blockin your pathway....jus hv to leap over..

hmmm...i du n rmb what i wana say...but i'm still unable to get my lappy yet...i dun really noe what i'm waitng for exactly...n i dun even noe what i wana have!!!gosh n kadavuleh!!!what's happenin to me???i'm startin to get sick n tired of everthing tt i have..even my hp piss me off..i dun reali noe what i wan at all!!! i'm just...hmmmm.argh!!!

well....i think i walked out of my past n going to my future le ba...cause i dun really like things tt really show my past...it's like..."why waste time on unnecessary things???!!!"
i'm just to sick of it...nothin fantasize me at all..

[sorry if i say something wrong...]

ok...nx wk i'm really totally free from the clutches of my aunt...cos she's going to japan with my uncle!!!!yayay!!!!!!!!!be HAPPY for me man!!! i'm feelin free!!!!(even though it's stil days to nx wk!!!..)but stil...i'm going to rot at her place for 3days..till...wednesday...gosh!!!tt's really long.(i must rmb to buy my hi card1!!!!! my phone is cashless!!!!)

so...no free incomin calls then....toot!!!...well...i wonder whether tis thurs' dinner wiil be a success or disappointment...cos we'd already postpone it one wk after another...n now...hz....commentless...but nx wed will be a confirmed one...still...i haven tell sis bout it yet...

link this...a very interestin pg... www.magicalmaker.com

frankly....i dun even understand jap...dun even noe wat i'm writing at all ...haha..but it's a jap blog pge...

2006-12-01T12:40:00.000+08:00

whee!!!!!!

well wel...now i'm using xp's lappy....n i'm going to buy mine on sun...but there's not webcam...so depressing..=(..anyway,will be posting quite a lot of pics tt i took yesterday...so....cool...saw the jaguar itself???weird me...i actually dun really noe y i took tt....but i like the flame car...it's realy damn cool man!!

& the doraemon??the one at the front of the boat???what does it remind u of???

oh ya....i wanted to buy a mac...but in the end, my uncle still wants me to buy the cheap acer lappy without the webcam!!!!!argh!!!!!

so depressin....... ok ok...jus blog this 1st...talk bout the others in the later blog....

2006-11-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

today....

well....today is a day which is not my day!!!!!!!!!!!1i'm having a very bad bad flu!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!n i failed my dressing!!!!gosh!!!why am i havin such a stupid flu on my very important day??!!darn it...well....duno whether i am meetin him tml..if not, then i can discuss bout the computer fair this thurs!!!then i cann go n buy it on the 1st day...n it only last till sunday!!!now i'm really freezing cold...

how i hope my flu would be better...gosh...realy not in the mood to write..but no choice..i can;t even think of what to do other then blogging...sick n tired of playing the game le...but it's quite a good one...so sianz...but how i hope i can sleep!!!but still...i'v to study for bio pract test...

gosh!!!!!argh...n now then i realised...i was also wearin the same shirt wen i'm havin my flu last few weeks!!!!so xie le!!!

can't believe it!!but i reali want my laptop....

wonderin whether we're going out tml or not....but hope so la....haha...but i want to go back early so t i can talk bout my laptop!!!i dun care le....

christmas cumin le...i dun think i have any wish ba??!!! jus a laptop can le!!!

then i'm jus wonderin...whether what i'd read is true...but i hope it is la....just a litle more *sneezing*

*sneezing* *sneezing*GODS!!!!!!!@ i jus hate it!!!

2006-11-24T12:18:00.000+08:00

well....i love my bloggy skin alot...it's very pinky ne...hehe

but one thing is not confirm...my lappy!!!!!!wen can i get my lappy????
i'm so depressed....does tt mean i can't get it??oh gosh!!!!!GOD!!!!can u grant my wish??

hz...i'm startin to hate him actualli...he's also a weird one...ask him for reason , he didn't gv...wat da hack la!!!!

argh!!!irritated...hz....he's always askin me a qn without a reson..

i was so fedup tt i feel lik sayin...."can u dun gv ppl hope if u dun mean to??"cause it's really irritating de le...hz...

stop here le...his a weird one then

2006-11-23T13:50:00.001+08:00

well....i got a goody news...

i might get a lappy that i want..i'm so happy...but still i need to pester my uncle la...hahaha

well,then...me, Xp & S would be getting the same lappy...same brand & model...hehe..

i can't think of what i wana write..but yesterday sent a very weird drinks sms to all my friwnds...sum r true but sum not...the worst is my 2nd bro...his is whisky...!!!gosh!!!tt's not a very good ans...bt ppl who got my sms should noe what i'm talkin bout la..

anyway, yesterday was not a very correct day...everyone is a little weird in behaviour n mind....& i'm a liitle confused with this mornin's timtable...

thought it's fri u c..

well...went to c my gf....hmm..i should say that i dun like med ward..it's like there's nothin to do at all...so sad..only to gv med..

well..i was so bored yeaterday..there was nothin to do at all in the night... nothin to think of ...so empty..but sunhow...that's a good situation...haha..

2006-11-22T14:12:00.000+08:00

hmmm...

lappy..i want a lappy...i dun care le..going to pester my uncle bout it..
i dun really noe why...but i'm really too lazy to study

n the paper is like....1hr 45mins later..
now i found a new meanin to go online le..i mean instead of blogging la..
i won't tell any1 the secret de hehe....only me n xp noe..hahaha

ok...i'm really bored now...playing games now....dun interupt me....hahaha

2006-11-21T14:41:00.000+08:00

sleepy & freakingly annoyed!!

well...i had flu this mornin..today was a very sleepy day for me..
i woke up @5.30am...becoz..i suddenly realised tt i did not off my mp3..
n in the and, the battery went flat...even my hp too...no batt at all...
den i went back to sleep again...becoz...argh!!!i'm actually quite annoyed...

haiz..no choice...have to wake up @7am...how i wish i can sleep longer...like that i dun have to worry bout anything..jus slp..

tomorrow's the theory paper...sianz,,,
was supposed to go home today..but yesterday i was notified tt my grandfather was in the hospital...hmmm...due to certain infection la..

it's sad tt i can;t go n c him...cos of tml's paper in the aftn...but i can go n c him in the evenin..
n finally!!!like what i guess earlier.. my notebook pao tang le....depressin..my uncle dun agree lo....dun care le...i wana pester him to buy for me...but still,my gf's hospital bill have to be settled..hope i can get it lo...i want the same one as RUthie..i like hers..

just saw shi at the fair..but she was bz serving the customer..

hmmm...i can't 'believe tt i actually have 3hrs break!!!gosh!!! going to stay here n blog till crazy..

oh ya..but anyway, i hope i can buy it asap....n get my wish done...n i can take it n used straught away...
but for xp & sheryl(if she's buying it.)they need to get it from the school..hehe..means i got less load la...

I WANT A LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i better do rmb to get my destination of my placement changed or else i'l really forget bout it...i got a very bad memory here niah...

how i wish i'm not cumin to school tml....but there's tutorial tml...how can i not come....n also theory .....

i find Jim brickman's songs very nice...ik mean the songs he played on the piano...it's a very nice nice song.....

but there's isn't the 2 songs my cuz played on the piano yesterday.. so depressing...
well...i shld stop here for the time being...need to go n find that irritating teacher....

tatata....sayonara....hurt a out of tune song...weird

2006-11-20T16:11:00.000+08:00

well...i'm actually too lazy to blog..but no choice...i wana buy a notebook!!!!but by installment la...ask my uncle lo...don't really know whether he allow anot...but i hope so la...at least it can be my christmas present la...

haiz..how i hope...hoho...ling might be a part of the family of PM....cos thomas n iris called her..hmmm...when can i go back n work??christmas season???hmmm...maybe not ba...but wonder whether the interview would cum out well..

hmmm...kel's birthday when out well...didn't make it a big one...but with BK to hang on to it...anyway, it does come out fine la..
then shan came too...noe what??!! they were either talking bou tAlevels or clubbing....i was like...oh ..we also include quite a lot of topic which i can't think of...gosh!!!theory test this wed...nx is practical!!!i hope that my uncle can sign the form for me!!!!cos i wana have a laptop!!!!!!the one which is the same as ruth's hehe...but 3years ermm....i can't think of the word...oh!!!now i rmb..it's instalment!!haha...got bad memory...

hmmmm...i already put aside what is not belong to me...
now then i learn to put aside...sumhow i think it's like so late then i understand...but it's good that i learn to release things that does not belong to me ...anyway, i'm feeling rather relax now..like a burden over my shoulder is being released!!!so it's a very relaxing thing

though i noe that life without havin sumthing to think bout is like quite empty...but still it's a good thing...
at least u have nothin to worry or be sad bout!!!

why make yrslf so miserable...haha..now i'm tryin to fool my friend in the chat room...so damn funny...surprisingly she doesn't noe tt it's me...what a funny thing to do...haha..

okok..now i'll pray to god till wed...or maybe everyday...so tt i can get a laptop from my uncle....at special student price....so...GOD!!!!!!U MUST HELP ME!!!!!!

ok...i'm leaving soon...lazy to write le...

2006-11-17T13:51:00.000+08:00

You Are a Light Pink Rose

You represent sweetness and grace.

Your vibe: Kind and gentle

Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend

What Color Rose Are You

well...my com is working..but still,it;s in low & slow speed...so it's like hell..as i'v to wait for it..
nowadays,we'r lately in crossword puzzles...lectures became crossword puzzling time..tt was super fun..today ia reali a very sleepy day...cause the weather is like it's going to rain sooner or later...but it did drizzle..getting a little interested in the quizzes above n below...quite bored u see...

a 2hrs break, became a 1hr break...quite lethargic to go...(can i not go??)

You Were An Angel This Year

You Were 5% Naughty, 95% Nice

You know you've been a super good girl this year
So good, that you may have missed out a little...
Don't worry, Santa will make it up to you!

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

hmmmm...sorry for not updatin my blog recently...quite bz ya c???no time to update...n i'm also bz watchin my vcds..so..no time means no time...what shld i say?? i can't think of any...i'm rather bored here bloggin...but tml would be a happy day...yahoo...celebratin kel's birthday...yay....but terrible thing is tt i'v go n study after tt..today's sis' last paper too....n then....she's off her jc life..terrible...still have ta study...but nvm...at least i got attachments...which is going to be tiring..wonder when she's cumin bak from her leave..but anyway..theory paper next wed...still have to memorised my drug terms..

ok i'm off...of for lab...cumin back only nx week..might upload pics...if i rmb

2006-11-17T13:43:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Jeans Are Banana Republic

Fashionable and dressy - perfect for an upscale girl.

What Brand of Jeans Should You Wear?

You Should Get an Abstract Tattoo

Artistic and unique
You're the most likely type to personally design your tattoo

What Tattoo Should You Get?

2006-11-17T13:36:00.000+08:00

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do'>http://ynr.blogthings.com/doyouneedamanquiz/">Do You Need a Man?

2006-11-14T14:18:00.000+08:00

was just chatting

was just bz chatting with friend s online...maybe i should just forget bout sum pple
well...i was quite surprised tt there's onlyt 1 lecture....cos the others r e-lectures n practical..so tt means....thurs i need to cum n go again...cos it only starts @ 12pm....COOL!!!

so sad ...i can't go online to my chatline...rather depressing..\
i can't think of wat to write...it was confirmed bout kel's party tis sat...but i dun rmb the details...gosh...short memory...

well...last feel days was quite depressed...but after tt still ok la...got no comments..

i'm getting sick of everything....
i'm totally commentless....i can't think of what to say at all...gosh...

i dun wana say le...tata..

2006-11-10T15:33:00.000+08:00

：xin luan ru ma

it was sang by Janice...a hong kong singer..
nice song...

i took away the lyrics...can't be seen at all....a very sad case thing...

can't think of what to write...later then say....my fingers very cold...freeezing like hell./...would jus stop here ba...lots of things to say actually...but in the end decided not to say le....it's still not the time for me to say to sum of them....

oh ya...NOTICE!!!!!
i'm going to change my current hp no. to my old no.....only till...next yr...sumwhere i duno wen....den i'll use back my old no....it's still not time yet...will inform de....dun need to worry...=D

2006-11-10T15:28:00.000+08:00

Till the end.....

All this precise moment
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That s holding me all night
I don t know how I found you
I am thankful that I have
That I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share
In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I ll always be with you until the very endIn this world
There is no place
I ve never been
You are my life
my soul my girl
And through the all I know you come to see
That you are the one till the end (We ll always be till the end)
All my friends around me
Say you ll be gone too soon
Baby I m gona make them see
We ll find out way back home.....

this was the song heard i stel's blog....actually this is the lyrics....very meaningful...
it's [Dou yu]'s ost one of the dongs..in english....the show is called the outsider..

nice song...

2006-11-09T16:20:00.000+08:00

been crazily blogging...

i dun reali noe why...i've been bloggin a lot of things this few days...
n i still have lots of things to say..

i just dun reali noe what i wana say...it's like....hmmmm....thousands & millions of words in my mind...haiz....did i say b4.....

[Another day , Another disappointment]

a little bit of hope....doesn't mean a forever hope...its still another day of disappointment...unless there's a miracle...

well.....isn't tt guy in the pics above cute...i tink he look more like a gal ba...hahaha...found the pics of him in a chinese blog...ya...i've a chinese blog of my own...but...i only go there to listen to songs...hehe...but i didnt post much there..jus only a few words...

evil ba...just realised tt i have 3 email add...'bout 3 blogs???hmmm..l.i dun rmb...got lot's of lot's of black pens...hehe....my fav signo...0.28....best....hhiaz...i dun feel like going for my tutorial...how....today i'm in a very day-dreaming mood....

tinkin of him dearly....wondering whether it's good or not good...

2006-11-08T10:51:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmm..............

i can't think of what to write..but i feel like blogging le....
hmmm.....my stomach hurts like crazy just now...even now still hurts....gtg for 2hours of lecture later...n tt stupid fella jus won't stop to hv a break....always wantin ppl to c those disgusting stuff...

terrible her....

....till d end is a very nice song...

2006-11-08T10:38:00.000+08:00

Pissed off....

Today,i got reali pissed off by tings around me...Cos great grand aunt came without informin me...My mood was totally affected by her la...Damn it...I was quite surprised tt i actuali predicted wat will happen..Surprisingly...Hmmm...

Hmmm...I feel as if i'm learnin how 2 preach...I'm totally preaching...Can't believe it...My previous post was reali very bad...Don't even noe wat i wrote...Sentence wen bonkers..(is tt how u spell it?)anyway,who cares so much...

Hmmm...Was missed by good friends of mine...But e only thing is tt it's not e person i wished for...*sigh* wy is tis so?Mayb should jus follow e song "can't believe tt i'm fool again,i thought tis love would nv end,how was i 2 noe, u nv love me......"(westlife's fool again)

sumhow e lyrics quite true right?In my own opinion....Would tis b another long post?I wonder...Cos the previous 2nd n 3rd post was....Reali very very long...So tis time...I'm not sure at all...Depends on wat i'm going 2 talk bout...Hmmm...Jus feelin pissed off ba?Feel lik wearin heels...Was so tempted...Gosh...I feel lik plannin my holidays le...My only 2wks break in december...But tink would b going out on e 2nd wk ba...Cos xp won't b in spore...So...Too bad...I wana in malaysia there shoppin le...Must plan early...But hope it won't end up in a disappointment...'.God bless....

It's another night tt i wonder whether tt i'l b receivin his call or sms?But in e end...I duno...Sum tings r reali very unpredictable in life...N even time...Can't explain myself...But ppl readin tis would noe how i feel...

Well,i was sorry 2 hear tt lin's best friend was dead(shown in her blog)..'.I tink tt was her very good friend cum manager?Hmmm...How sad 2 hear tt...So young dyin so early...But mayb,he hv his own difficulties ba...It'l tak a long time for e deep cut in lin's heart 2 b cured...Cos it's a very hard ting to accept...Even for me...If any1 precious 2 me...Leave b4 me...I would a cryin lik crazy....Tt's me...An emotional person i am...Can't blame me for tt...

Anyway....I tink i got nothin 2 say le...So i'l jus stop here...Nitez...would b blogin again tml ba?Tt's e only ting i can do wif e sch's computer...

2006-11-07T15:53:00.000+08:00

what to ??should i???

hmmmm...now i'm in the libary....finished discussion bout 45mins ago....
now i'm so bored of....cos there's nothin tt i can do....it's either readin ppl's blog or searchin lyrics...or lookin up for infos for ica....or.....hz....nothin esle...sch's computer are reali a slacky thing...

gosh now...gtg...i dun even noe why i start bloggin in the 1st place....jus bor4ed ba....hz...ta...going to solved tt stupid com of mine later......

LAPTOPS>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-07T09:59:00.000+08:00

Haha....Hello there,sori tt e last post of mine is full of spellin mistakes..Hehe...Type too quick le...Tt's y...Well...But...Dun worry bout tis post...Cos i'm usin my hp 2 type...Fast man...N no spellin mistakes...(wow!How advance e technology is...=D)

haha...All thanks 2 e 1s who invented it...Hehe...Saw sum1 readin an article from e newspaper...(its obvious tt she cut tt particular article la...Toot!)haha...My uncle also told me bout e story..Oh gods!I was reali darn suprised la...How can tis person b lik tt?Didn't she tink b4 she post it?Gosh!Sori 2 say,but wat she is tryin 2 do now...Is degradin her ancestors n her parents...N whoever fed her n culture her,into wat she's 2day...No brains at all...Peanuts la!Eat it n digest it...Den excrete it... Instead of criticizin,she shld appreciate it la...Or else,she can jus leave tis world asap...Dun b alive...Havin a extra her,is a disgrace n waste of resources...Better 2 eliminate den sorry...

Well,may god pardon for my rudeness....Not tryin 2 b a critic here...But jus a sudden gush of feelin...

Duno wy...I suddenly feel lik i'm a christian or so...Haha...Cos i'm always 'god' here,'god' there...Haha...But anyway,no matter wat kind of god..Every god tt protect us are worth prayin n praisin...(tt actuali depends on yr believes)

hmmm...Tis post was written yesterday,in my handphone,sent 2 my email add,copy n paste into my blog...N therefore,tt's wat u'r readin now...Well,will b lookin at xp's blog tml...Wonderin whether she completed her saturday's blog or not?!She's crazy la...Duno write such long post for bout 3days for wat?!N mind u...She haven't write her sunday blog yet!Oh my kadavuleh!!!Dun tink i'v patiences readin it,or would jus gv up halfway...Haha...Who noes....

Yay!!!I'm so glad...I'll b able 2 attend kel's birthday....My lao di's birthday....Long time nv see him le...Must hv bian shuai le ba...Frm wat wl told me...Lz 2 write her whole name la...But whoever who reads it shld sumhow guess it....Hz...18th nov...Dey are finishin on tt day...N e part is on tt day too...Hmmm...Time not confirmed yet...Ppl ,especially him, is also not confirmed yet...Lao di also nv say wana ask who...But she's makin it small n a small gatherin la...

Hmmm..'.I'm so glad...Meetin leha gal nx thurs...Long time since i'v met her...Shld go n take neoprints le...I dun care...Cos luckily i can mak it durin tt 2hrs...Cos i'm havin my break at tt time..How i hope tt i dun have tutorial at e hour after e break...Soooo borin...N i'l b exhausted by den...

Oh ya...Going back 2 lao di's birthday...I shld reali find sum1 2 pei wo sms til crazy at tt few hrs...Cos if he's reali going...Den i mus find tings 2 do la...I dun wana see his face...Not tryin 2 a bias here...Hehe...But...Though i'm quite interested in his current lifestyle...But NO!!!No way i'm going 2 look at him for those few hrs...I'l get sick n nausea lookin at him...Hahaha...How evil i am.....Jus realised ah...Haha...Hehe...well,i wanted 2 write sumtin....But i forgotten bout it...Nvm...I'l recall bout t later...

Oh ya...Gosh...I'm so tempted 2 buy a notebook now...I dun care...Once sheryl move in...I'm going 2 tell my uncle tt i wan a notebook for my present on christmas...Cos heard from sk tt it'L b quite cheap by tt time...So...I'm yearning for it very dearly...Unless e desktop is for me...Den i can sell it or watso ever la...How i hope it is...Hmmm...Mayb...But who noes...Hz...I also wan a ipod le...I wana have 1 wif bigger memory....So can load lot's of songs...Tt's wat i wan...Listenin 2 my player now...Hz...I duno wat i wana say...But i wan a laptop....Tt sheryl la...Always tryin 2 tempt me...Haha..Ppl out there must b havin their O A levels ba?Sori ah...I didn't noe bout it..Actuali i noe la...Jus tt i lost track of it..Brain doesn't have space 2 contain so much of these tings...Cos i'm not even involved in it...Wy care...I wan a laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop....Aah!!!!argh!!?!!even e thought of it is killin me!!!I wana kill tt sheryl le la!!!!!.......Haha...

Hmmm...Oh...I rmb now...This is especilly for SJ..'.Hey...Regardin yr 2nd post...Well, dun b so erm...Annoyed?(can i say tt?Sori ah...Can't tink a proper word for e time bein...Hehe)by him k?..Him missin u so dearly,means he must lik or love u dearly...Don't reject his love 2wards u....Mayb i got not much clue wat time of person he is...(i dun even rmb seein him b4..'.)but i can c tt he's feelins for u mus b true or so...So PLEASE do CHERISH it dearly k?Don't til u dun cherish tt time den regret...By tt time...E time won't turn back for u 2 retrieve it back...Ok?(tellin u by experience...Haha...)Ppl surely hv regrets de...But don't make tis a regret a part of yr life since u'd chosen 2 live wif it...Jia you k?=p....

I tink i reali got a lot 2 say...Cos even it's 10kb shown in my screen,i'm stil writin summore stories..Hmmm...

Found tt electives i'd chosen...Is lik a reali very ez n lik relax elective lo...Oh no...E computer application even relax la...Only lsn for half an hour den can go le...Wat the hell la!!! Well,anyway,after our lsn..Xp n i went 2 eat our pasta...For 1hr...She finished hers...But i can't finish mine at all...Not in e mood 2 eat...Though i'm hungry...Sianz...I dun feel lik eatin at all lo..O ya...After we finish right?Wen we walk out of tt place,i turned 2 my left...Cos it was quite noisy...Den i saw e tv playin on a video...A dancin video la....Den xp saw e word 'men wanted'...I was lik ('0'。)huh!?N omg!!!Wat e wat lo...Commentless...

It's going 2 b 12am soon..Stil...I can't sleep...Waitin for a long time le...It's quite bored of a life wif no 1 smsin me...So any 1 readin tis post mus noe wat 2 do k!?!?Took sum very cute pics...C my poor pooh...Head injured den after tt amputated leg...C la..Eat so many honey...Say tt it's not good 2 eat sweet stuff...Diabetes le...Sum of my self-edited pics...N also look at e crabs...Oh..Ya..N 1 pic is e midwives book...It looks book la...Haven look at e contents yet...It's e same thickness as my fundamental la...But it's not very heavy la...Cos it's not hard cover ma...Wana go back n work le...Sianz..Nearly forget bout my crab...Cute ba?Haha...Endin here...Tata...

but...hmmm...duno whether i can upload it or not...dun tink can le....suan...do it later
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2006-11-06T13:50:00.000+08:00

how i miss....

well...here i am blogging...my lessons starts @ 3pm...cos carolyn can't make it @ 2pm...nvm..i understand...it's ok...like tt i'll have all the time to play in the CL...it's now my favourite hangout!!yahooooo!!!!level 5 k???!!!

hahaha...going a little crazy...well...my mum bought the goong's DVD...& for me,it's the OST!!!yay!!!!!!well rip it to one of the computer here....very nice songslove it dearly...hmmmm...did i mention tt i gto a chinese blog???ya...but i didnt blog tt at all...only 1post...cos i hate writin in chinese n.....i'm really slow in it...sorry la...can't blame me...must think on the hanyupinyin...(oops!!!!duno wat i'm writin also...hehe....)

(toilet break)

hello....i'm back...ok...i noe i'm a little lame....sorry la...

oh...ok...now to my main topic...

i was sayin, how i miss alol my primary n secondary friends...miss zaza especially....n stel too...hiaz...she too bz preparing her papers.....well miss her cos seh my xin li zuan jia.....wen i'm not in good mood, i'l sms her n chat..hai....miss ya all...

oh ya....yesterday was an especially depressing day fro me...i duno wat happened to me...a little bit of noise irritates me...eevn sheryl find me especially weird....actually it's queit la...i din't talk much ....i was feeling really very,very bluey..;...=(
yesterday noght was even depressin...but in the end ...i decided to sleep,,,not thinking much bout anything tt i noe would trouble me...

leha gal smsed me this mornin...frankly...both of us do miss each others accompany..cos..it's a lon gitme since we meet up & work toghther..n realised tt it's november le...

if story was to repeat itself,i would be back as an O level student...callin up eunice's mum to ask for a vaccancy to work ...n would be going to work in december (which is nx mth...)...which is the christmas month...hmmmm....actually...i duno y..it's just a feelin & a cycle tt i suddenly feel.....& i only met leha...sumwhere in feb or march....last year...

well.....things had chandged...sum things can't be repeated anymore...

came acrossed stel's blog jus now...love the song..it sounds really very....meaningful...
saw sum1's blog..it's all black n white...getting a little fedup with it....boy oh boy...it's 2:267pm..a littl ehungry now...1/2 an hour later to my electives.....k..i'm intendin to eat now...super hunggry......yyyyyyy...

miss him very much.....maybe, sumtimes i'm jus tinkin too much...might wan to gv up or so...it's sumhow ez to say,but it's difficult to do...watever it's...let time reflect on this part of a relationship between God n us....maybe...everybody..who noes???!!!sum things are really hard to say..GOd bless...

2006-11-03T13:42:00.000+08:00

Greeny day....

well, today i'v no pictures to post at all.....
so sad...didn't take any pics

just saw hui's blog...everythins bout ai qing...reali...y must we gals be so involved in it???
haiz....it's always a terrible thing...cause in the end, it's not the guy tt suffer...but it's the gals tt suffer the most(all the pains, sorrows.....depression???& whatever the ever la...lz to write so much...)

today is a green day cos....wen i was on my way to sch this mornin, bout 3/4 of the pple i saw.....are all wearing green t-shirts!!!!!woah!!! tt's really weird le...n actually...i'm also in green t-shirt today...hahhaha.,.

2006-11-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

well....welll...

beginnig to feel tt sometimes reality makes a lot difference than tv dramas or watever...n weel, tt's true....read von's blog...i feel sad for her...don't really noe wat happen to her dear n her...hmmm...i hope things work out between them....cos they'r really very loving couple....tt was wen we were having our attachments...

well, i feel sad cos...hmmm...he doesn't even call me or reply my sms...
i actually didn't noe y...i jus feel quite depressed..cos..ait's 1st november ytesterday....another new month it is....hz....

well......love my GREENY leaves...soooooo nice....

2006-11-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

pics taken...

hahaha.....these were the pics we took today n few days ago...too bored u see..haha...sum were taken in the lab n sum in the toilet ......erm..i should say in the canteen too....oh...

I LOVE my green hp strp!!!it's elastic n GREEN!!!! my favourite colour!!!!that was taken yesterday night ....hehehe...too lazy to sleep actually....=P

2006-10-31T15:53:00.000+08:00

didn't mean what i said
my mind wasn't right
i wasn't thinking straight
don't mean to start a fight
oh baby please don't leave
my heart is overloading
oh i can't bear you gone
i feel your hand is slipping
please don't gooh please don't go
i'll change my world for you
anything i would do
just don't leave me now
my heart is one with you
if you leave it stop beating
when i'm away from you
the world is just not turning
oh girl without your touch
all warmth in me is leaving
i love you oh so much
the truth you must believe in
please don't gooh please don't go
girl i can taste my tears
please quiet all my fears
and don't leave me now
my heart can't take another blow
without your love i just don't know
what my life is forif i can't love you anymore
coz eversince you camemy life's a new beginning
i was so desolatebut you came in and breathe in
a new life to mei never thought i'll have
you alone and only you can make me feel glad
please don't go
oh please don't go
i'll change my world for you
anything i would do
just don't leave me now
please don't gooh please don't go
girl i can taste my tears
please quiet all my fears
and don't leave me now
don't leave me now
don't leave me now
don't leave me now........................(please don't go)by christian bautisa...

[nice song ya noe...]

2006-10-30T16:11:00.000+08:00

didadadidada.....

well,i'm now in school lab...just finish my electives...quite alright somehow...but i was really very exhausted..yawny & sleepy too..well, i think i did post somethin yesterday...but in the end it did not get to save it at all...some connection error i think...

yay!!!!i finished watching Goong...haha...recorded it too...hehe...

well..he didn't call int eh end...think he's too busy le ba...anyway, decided not to care bout it soooo much...no use weeping over empty sorrows..
haiz...sianz...going to my aunt's place later...i'll really be bored to death

2006-10-29T14:10:00.001+08:00

studyin on heart now...

totally crazy bout cantonese songs....love Janice & justin's voice...
how i wish i was at yesterday's GCMA ...can c my favourite idol...hp low batt...well..home alone ...
didnt get anything right...

nearly gave up..wat more can i ask for???too many dreams

2006-10-29T14:10:00.000+08:00

2006-10-27T17:18:00.000+08:00

Missin uuuuuuuuuuu....(wonder if things would b better...)

today...is a very depressin day for me....what i dreamt of n wat i have in reality is really killing me deadly...

princess suggest that i should not watch Goong...cos it'll be even worst for me...but in the end, iti's no used at all...i'm still watching it ...today's stiil alright...but yesterday's was really very terrible.....

today's dream....

though it's sumhow sweet...but it's still heart breaking, even though i know it's not true...but it's so real. So real to me....
But when u wake up...when u c the reality....it's even much, much more heartbreaking..
gAl asked me yesterday night...who i like...but i didn't answer her...it doesnt even crossed my mind at all..but my heart...i wanted to say sumtin..."wo xihuan de ren,bu zhi dao wo xihuan ta..."
ao i didn't want to say it...cause i noe it'l hurt me a lot...n in the end,put me in a very depressin mood....(n tt's wat happen to me yeaterday night wen i'm tinkin bout it...wat if i say it???won't it b even worst??...i tink i'l stop here...writin too much doesn't do me any good...think i'd out-grown off lots of things....Kel birthday's coming soon...

2006-10-19T16:15:00.000+08:00

Even though it's true....

Life's wat it have 2 b lik...It's nv ever perfect...Even if u make it perfect,there's stil some holes...Reality is always makin ppl sick...I hate reality...I have havin 2 take such a big load of things...I hate everythin that makes me feel lik cryin..Makin me feel down 2 earth...E core of it...Where e volcano lava starts 2 boil,burn & burst...Killin lots n lots of families livin near it... Ppl do change a lot as time passes bz...I duno wy...But learnin sociology,it's actuali got 2 do wif e society we'r livin in,n the ppl we'r mixin around wif...Stress is more or less included in our daily life..So these might affect a person very much..Therefore,i tink it's important for me 2 learn bout all this...Havin 2 understand 1 person is a vri difficult ting...But learnin wat reali affect them is a ez ting...Well,dun wana talk bout my socio..,

downloaded some themes for my hp...E doggies are reali vri cute n kawaii!!!!!Aaaah!!!Got 3 different themes on e dogs...But i stil save sum of e pics tt are meant 2 b downloaded...They are all soooooo cute!Adorable is wat i can say...Haha...Love dem all...

2006-10-19T12:03:00.001+08:00

Adelina --
[noun]:

A person who makes a living suing celebrities

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2006-10-19T12:03:00.000+08:00

Adelina --
[noun]:

A person who makes a living suing celebrities

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2006-10-19T11:35:00.000+08:00

Subject: love of my life...

Things changes as the time passes by....Say,I saw some very cute pictures...They are all soooo cute n of course,ADORABLE!..I'm slowly forgettin what actually happened a few days ago..Having short terms memory..N not all things are registered 2 my brain...Went back 2 school jus now...Printed out sum past yrs exams papers..'.Quite a sum of papers...But what's e most "!!!" thing i saw is....Eagle boy!!! He was actuali huggin his gf,i think...N he's in black...I was quite surprised 2 c dem hangin in sch at such a late hr..

Oh ya....Bought my textbooks yesterday afternoon...$171.50...For 4 books...Consider it 2 b quite cheap...I particularly like my semester 2's sociology textbook...It's thinner den the 1st semester's...But both books e same...Lots of words!! & it's non-stop...But there's more pics in e 1st than e 2nd...It's also coloured...Dad's birthday 2day...Seriously,i'm broke 2 buy him any gift...Can't even think of wat 2 buy for him...But anyway,stayin overnight at my aunt's place...Sound quite unhappy here...So sad...No afternoon nap...But jus snaps...Haha..Lol.. Ok!I know it's not funny...Got not clue wat's my joke bout too...--'''

Sorry darlings!!!Unable 2 accompany your tml...Frankly,my time is very precious to me tml...I dun have enough time 2 spare for other things...Sorry bout it...

Oh ya..Was bout 2 say that...I don't understand my drug guide handbook at all...Pathetic..[anyway,i haven't even study anythin bout it...So..'.Can't blame me....]

somehow...I don't miss him anymore...Luckily no more sad songs n me thinkin of him...But i'm stil listenin 2 sad songs...But having blank mind...Schook's reopenin on monday...Aunty's going back 2 Indonesia on Sunday....Too bad i'm unable 2 send her 2 e airport...But..I tink i can send my regards ma...Will write 2 her then...Haha...Must write her a "miss you" card...Oh...N includin pics in it...Than like that i mus go n develop my pics le...Bz day ahead tml...Haix...It'L b a very emotional night for me tml...Sianz... Anyway...Stop for e time being...New things...Wait til i go back 2 sch n access e net...=D(13/10/06)12am

2006-10-08T12:30:00.000+08:00

tatatattataaaa.......

God...

i want to scold this computer...."What the hell is wrong with you????!!!!!"[actin so slow & it's irritating me...toot!]...

well, Damien signed in for awhile...btu after that he signed off....i'm actually quite pissed off with hi!Luckily i deleted his number...hehehe..

hmmm.....i want to go tanning!!!!!!getting a little addicted to it le....how??

these few pics....finally i can upload it...sooooosooooo happpppyy!!!!hehehe....3 pics were taken during my trip to Sentosa to tannn with pohlin!!!then dere's 1 taken with sheryl, on the day when she's returnin back to china..saw tzuhui's & leduan's bloggy...i feel like changin my blogskin...but just too lazy to do it....

111111111111 more week to school repoen....so sianz...wonder when is the results & timetable coming out???? Getting a little tanned...so happy...wana get more tanned...b4 school reopen...when is my timetable coming out?????!!!!

terrible.....oh! there's also one more pic which was tyaken on children's day....errrrrmmmm....after i finished taken with Mel on the phone..

oh great gods!!!i hope that Damien can stop signing in & out...it's a little irritating me...can't stand it anymore...

haiz..........how i miss talking on the phone with Mel...missing him already.but don't worry....i won't fall into the well deeply....i won't de....short term memory...that's what i'm having all the time...i won't remember him de...talalatalala...hz...so sorry that i didn't celebrate ling's birthday...cos , was out with pohlin to bugis...love cute, cute babies...so adorable..an soon

's reali so adorable..now that he's 3 or 4 years old??

ok...i think i'l stop here for the time being...tata..sayonara..

2006-10-01T18:47:00.000+08:00

_.....sum sweet memories....._

today ....to me, is a very sweet ,sweet day.....
i was quite happy...& wat i can say..is 'sweet....tian tian de..."

reason is tt he called me...surprisingly called me...he was free to call me...but he's actually in his company...surprised tt he'll call me..but we didn't talk much...it was like ...he was listenin to me talk & i was listening to him speak...it's rare tt we'll speak to each other on the phone...

hmmm...it's quite..

hehe....watchin vcd now...duno wat i shld be writin hehe....jus tt....d 1st qn he asked me is..."did u miss me?"

hmmmm....rather la...hehe=)

2006-09-30T19:02:00.000+08:00

Games???hmmm...not my cup of tea.

well...it's saturday today....hmm....dun reali noe i wana write...i'm so sick n tired of wriing...wat can i write...
[really!!!no use dwellin here...cos i can't think of anything..]
ok....going to watch my vcd le...tata

2006-09-18T11:19:00.000+08:00

hello...hello...

well, i'm back only for the time being....cause i'm going back soon...still havin my attachments for the time bein....love wkin in the aftn shift...cause it's fun..mornin shift too....though it's busy....
i can't think of wat to write for the time bein...but,....for wat i can say....my hp is on no batt at all!!!! terrible isn't it....it reali doesn't occur me to bvring my charger along wif me...

noe ...i'v to study for my supp papers n work @ the same time...yawn....going soon,,,write another day...(if i remember...)=)

2006-09-18T11:14:00.000+08:00

Some Reali veRi fuNNY sTrips..

2006-09-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

KonniChiwa!!!!

hello ...hello..

it's a long time since i'd been bloggingg...i'm finally back here...actually i'm too lazy to wat la..

yawnz...actuali too lazy to write....hack care la...i'm not continuing already...too lazy to type

2006-08-30T15:04:00.000+08:00

god!!!

hmmm...jus saw my attachment dates!!!gods!!!i;v to be there ealr....6:45 am....GODS!!!!

hz....i duno way'v been doin lately..so sianz...

2006-08-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

my day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it was quite fun,maddenin,hot, sweaty,cold,exhausted, screamy....& disappointed....

FUN:

coz i was out wif yin & lala to kbox @ tpy..
finally of all tm 18yrs...i went to kbox today!!!!hahaha..
was reali very happy..
we sang a lot of songs...but 2hrs was like not enuff...
coz we chosed a lot of songs u c....
but in the end we did sing the songs we wan..
haha...yin & lala sang a song...quite old...
it was sung by jacky cheung & Regina..titiled..[in love wif u]
both of them ask me hu i tink of wen i hear tis song...
Well, i thought of sum1....but it's no use le...hahaha...
dey told me tt dere's a legend to it...
wen i hear tis song, if i think of tt person,
mean i like the person....(erm...is t correct??correct me if i'm wrong...)

MADDENIN:

tt's bcoz we keep going up n down d whole of tpy hub...we just can't find a place to stand...imean...actually..it's going up to the roof top la..
but luckily dere was place at the left side....can c their side view...haha
hate tt tall gut la...keep sayin"let me pass pls.."
i was like going to kill him la...fan bu fan ah??!!!
but really!!!holdin yr hp up recordin the idols, is reali a pain...n hands are reali achin..
was also intendin to ask the tall guy to halp me...
but....hack la...

HOT & SWEATY:

coz i was squeezin wif those vri non-related ppl...i mean their age la...reali..aargh!!
den dere's tis fella...reali vri idiotic la....keep cumin near lala...i was reali fedup wif tt idiot..den i keep makin noises(lik clearin my throat la)
den he did notice..
but ater tt i changed place wif lala...den lik after 5mins, he went away...reali a GAY man!!!YUCKS!!!!!
i'm reali very contradictin...& really....dere was no fan...hot!!!!!
sweatin lik i jus came of the bathroom...hahahah...:D

COLD:

tt was bcoz....after the whole event.....we were thirsty....hot...hungry...
therefore..we went into mos burger...n the aircon was cold!!!BRRR...
were reali full...but i didn't finish my fb....it's only half-finished...

EXHAUSTED!!!!

it was reali very tiring...cos was out the whole day..but i'm not at all tired..
but stressed out!!!!hehe...went to PS after tt...saw JH...i was totally blah...hahaa...

SCREAMY:

i saw SI too..!!!!my HADY!!!!took pics of dem...would upload it...haaha..
oh...dere was also the superstars..each of them sang 2 songs each...

DISAPPOINTED:

well...he ask to meet me...but in the end, he didnt..
he didnt reply @ all!!!!!ARGH!!!
i was really disappointed..but ...
i dun reali care much bout him anymore...
mad bout him..

SUMMARY!!!

i saw nicholas wif his friend dere...dey keep takin geraldine..
btu she was reali quite cool , ya noe??!!!
went out wif ling & zhi for dinner @ bugis de seoul garden..took a lot of meat...

& noe wat???
Leo's bro was eatin beside us...
he's reali cool in hi swork shirt...
sumhow western suit...aHHHH...reali vri shuai o...

k...i'l end here...tata!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-20T20:20:00.000+08:00

This few days had been...Ermm...Quite alright actuali...Preparin for my sem exams so,reali no time 2 blog..Duno wy..Can't log in too...

Smsed princess on tuesdy nite...It was already midnight...We reali had a lot 2 say...Wel..I mean in e matter of waitin n lovin 1 person...Sumtims i realised tt memories actuali let u learn yr mistakes...At least sum...Cos..I noe tt sum mistakes r stil unlearnt n repeated too...Again n again...Sumtim...I tink tt waitin for 1 person is reali painful n a heartpain..If e person dun care bout u at al

...But sumtims...It's also worth waitin if he's e person u reali lik,n worth waitin for...Der's tis sayin.."u'l feel happiness,if e person u'r waitin for,is e person u love/like".Well,i do agree wif it sumhow..Lovin 1 person,is not e amt of time required..It's e amt of love u develop in tis person..It's e amt of hardship tt u'r willin 2 suffer together wif him/her til e end...

Mayb,my amt of love is not much at al...Cos...I didn't tink of anythin much...But jus states tt "it's a hard time waitin"...Well...I tink it's also e time i shld forget all bout tis kind of feelins ...I've been sayin a lot of time...2 4get...But..In e end,it jus can't b done...Problems hv been cumin n cumin again...I mean..My own heart problem..Xin li hai shi fan bu xia yi xie shi qing...But sumhow...I reali regret it...I wonder y everytim i dun go n treasure wat god has given me?But y do i reject it?..'.Actuali...I won't even dare 2 accept it...Cos...In my heart..I sumhow hv tis feelins tt tings won't work out e way i wan...But stil..He remains der...Not givin up hope..Haha...I also duno y i suddenly thought of him..Though he's not e special sum1,but he's memorable 1...

Who ask him so petty...Or else stil in contact..Hehe..But...All e while...I tink my hopes become soap...Haha...So it's time for me 2 dedicate myself in my exams...N my songs...Plus my own books...Or else i won't b able 2 finish it..Oh..Plus my bladin..Cyclin...Ah....!Got so many tings i wana do!Luckily i got bout 9days break b4 my attachment...

Darn it la...Y mus 8th of sept be such a popular day?Xiaomei's birthday,uncle's birthday...Westlife's only concert...Forbidden city performance..N if i'm not wrong..Shinwah's concert on tt day ba?I tink only..Dun rmb their date..E 1st time...In e whole of my 18yrs..Dey'r cumin 2 S'pore for their concert...C la..How can i not cry out loud??!! Hz...Who 2 blame?Blame e person who thought of such a day...Oh...I 4got!!Tt day i'm also wkin...Til 4pm...Sianz...T_T...Hmmm...Oh!I forgot 2 say..."THERE'S NO ONE IN MY LIFE LE!!!" yahoo!God bless man!Freedom!But sumhow,sum kind of ting's missin le..Teacher's day cumin soon le..1st sept..NX x2 friday..I actuali told Del tt it's sat..Haha..Sori!got e wrong day..My fault!!

Gong zhus...Ni men yao xing fu wo..'.Zai bu qu bao wo de hua,kong pa zhen de lai bu ji le!!Ru guo fang qi xing fu..Jiu dai biao fang qi zhi ji...Shuo yi yao jian qiang...!I wana slp already...It 12.30am already..Later in e evenin's my 1st paper...Socio...Good luck 2 me!(17/8/06)

2006-08-14T12:06:00.000+08:00

I"M NOT BLOGGING FOR 2 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry...not able to update any1 of ya for the time being.....examination period....

2006-08-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

i cut short what i want to write....

went off to Raffles City wif XiuPing....bought a notebook...n she bought a notebook....hahaha...

also had my fav song recorded in my phone in youtube...\

cos i watch the show yesterday night ...it was really very nice....the love quotes are really...haiz...touchin....i would be tellin ya the sypnosis asap possibleee..

2006-08-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

It's rather depressin...

well...i duno y...but the screen is rather big

hz..i'm rather hmmmm.....i dun reali noe wat to say....was watchin ouran high sch host club......

finally....my keyboard is workin...i duno wat's more to say...but anyway...thanks stella!!!1for describing my pics so meaningfully...i reali appreciate it...=)